(I'm on the angst train right now 😭)
TWS ⚠️: you might cry, I did while writing
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~Bads POV~
"Hey," I say. Looking into the carved eyes of the boy I love, he doesn't say anything back.
"It's been awhile since it happened. I haven't really gotten over it yet." I pause. "I don't think I ever will."
I sit down on the cold stone. "I dyed a part of my hair blue for you, and I've started collecting everything diamond I can get my hands on. Oh! And I brought you these!" I smile, placing a bouquet of an arrangement of blue flowers down in front of me.
"It's been.. A month. Since you died." The words sting, my boy, he's gone. I haven't been able to grasp the feeling, my sweet boy, he's gone.
"I miss you so much geppy." My voice breaks, and I can't manage to smile anymore. My bottom lip quivers and shakes, the words jabbing at my already broken heart.
"I keep thinking, of everything you wanted to be, everything you dreamed of, I wish I could've made more of those dreams come true before you had to be taken from me.."
"I wish I'd have put that bomb out, or taken the impact instead of you, I'm sorry I couldn't save you. The one time it mattered I couldn't be there, the one time you needed me the most I wasn't able to help and now you're gone."
"You're gone for good, my diamond." My eyes sting and I feel the tears coming. "I'm sorry." I cry, the tears falling down my cold cheeks.
My nose is red, it's cold out. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I bring myself closer and wrap my arms around the stone in place above where he's buried, it's cold, I know that it's not him, it'll never be him.
"I'll never be able to feel your warmth again, I'll never be able to hold you like I long to, and I have to learn that." I shut my eyes tightly.
I hold the stone, the last remnant of who I love, the last remnant of the one I'll have to live the rest of time without.
"Wilbur.. It's all his fault." I take a moment to cough, I'm struggling to breathe with how much I'm crying.
"He killed you, my love.."
"I'll make him suffer like he's making me, I'll avenge you," I'm cut off.
"Bad. It's time to go, it's about to rain." A solemn voice comes from behind me. Quackity. "Leave me alone.. Quack. I need more time." I sputter, holding tighter onto the grave stone, even though I know quackity won't try to remove me.
"Your own fault if you catch a cold." He says before walking away.
"I wish I could swap places with you." I whisper, my voice dying out. "I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.." I chant, choking on my breath, choking on my words.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.."
"I'll make it right," I pause. "I promise."
"I'll raise sapnap, and dapper, I'll teach them never to forget you, I'll make sure the world knows your name. I'll make sure you are never forgotten. I promise."
"I'll stay tonight. I don't care if I get sick, I want to be with you. I want to be with you. I just want to lay here forever, be with my boy.."
"My goodness.. I just wish you'd come home and hold me, come home and watch your favorite movie, I just want you home. But.. You'll never be home again. That hurts. Forever without you, my love."
"I'll be alone. I'll never love another."
"You'll be the only one for me forever. I will never, could never, and have never loved anyone the same as I've loved you."
I sigh. A long broken sigh. "I love you."
"I love you so much."
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END
Jesus this is sad
Word count: 669
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