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Jakes POV:
It's been awhile since Tara took Lauren out shopping. I haven't moved from the couch since she took her. I'm sucked into this stupid show. Actually it's not stupid it's amazing. It's called Young Royals. I'm on season 3 and I've already cried countless times. Johnnie went up to his room. I miss him. This show kind of reminds me of Johnnie and I. I mean no. We're not dating. But... Never mind. I am bored though. I'll just go talk to Johnnie. I pause the TV and start heading upstairs. I make my way to Johnnies room but before I get the chance to knock I hear grunting and groaning. Ooookay that's enough for me. Wait. I know he's jacking off but is it because... Is it because I accidentally touched his... earlier? Long story short, we were fighting over what to watch and when I tried to grab the remote from him. My hand slipped and I may have accidentally rested my hand their. Then he just gave me the remote and said he was going to his room. "Mmm~ Jake." Johnnie mumbles. I can still slightly hear him. Yeah it was definitely about what happened earlier. You know, now that I think about it, it did feel kinda hard when I touched it... WAIT! I JUST REALIZED. THAT MY BESTFRIEND AND MY POSSIBLE CRUSH IS JERKING OFF TO ME??? Wait did I say crush. I uh... I run back downstairs and grab my phone to text Tara.
jw-taraaa
jw-tara
jw-TARA
ty-god what jake
jw-can you bring lauren home soon
ty-yeah why
jw-i need something to distract me
ty-distract you from what?
jw-i may have found out that johnnie jerks off to me... DONT TELL ANYBODY OR MENTION IT TO HIM!!
ty-i won't i won't
jw-thank you
ty-wait jake don't you like him? why do you need to be distracted?
jw-how did you... i don't like him tara! and i need to be distracted so i can get my mind off of it.
ty-okay okay fine we'll be home in 15 minutes
jw-THANK YOU
Okay well, I feel better knowing that I'll be distracted in some way.

time skip because 🤷‍♀️

I'm just sitting on the couch on my phone when I hear the door open. Finally. "I can't believe he actually found out you like him." Tara says giggling. "Shut up! The whole school knows anyway." Lauren says. They walk into the living room with like 30 shopping bags. "Jesus! How much did you guys spend?!" I shout. "I think only like... Maybe 600?" Tara says. "Tara!" I say laughing. "Anyway me and Lauren are going to go decorate her room now. Sooo feel free to join us." She says. "Okay." I say. They go upstairs and go to Lauren's room. I'll just get on twitter. (i'm calling it twitter because what the hell is X) What's this? Sam and Colby have a kid?! Wait she's like the same age as Lauren. Hold on. They should hang out. Lauren and... What's her name? Oh, Lily. Yeah Lauren and Lily should hang out. I'll let them finish decorating her room then we can maybe go to Sam and Colby's house. I'll text them to make sure their fine with it.
(group chat of jake, sam, and colby)
jw-heyyy i just saw that you guys have a kid!
sg-oh yeah haha. we were keeping her a secret at first because we were scraped of what people we're gonna think but we were all ready to tell people now.
jw-well congrats!! anyway idk if i tod you guys get but me and johnnie just adopted a kid... even though we're not dating. and i was wondering if maybe they could hang out? i think their in the same grade and i'm pretty sure they go to the same school.
cb-oh my god that would be awesome! yeah lily doesn't really have any friends right now.
sg-wait... you guys adopted but you aren't together?
jw-long story buttt i want to date johnnie but i'm scared he won't like me back.
cb-jake. do you see the way he looks at you?
jw-no...
sg-come on jake he looks at you exactly like how colby looks at me. and basically the whole reason we got together was because i noticed him staring. and we both liked eachother anyway.
jw-that's not helping thoughhh
cb-i will literally text johnnie right now and ask him who he likes
jw-wait can you
cb-yeah i will. give me a minute
Oh my god I'm so scared. What if Colby texts him and Johnnie says he doesn't like me.

Johnnies POV:
I was just jerking off to Jake. I mean he literally put his hand on it!!! Whatever. I mean I've jerked off to Jake before... That's not what we're talking about though. Whatever. I should clean myself up. I'm covered in cum. I get up and walk to my bathroom. God I need to stop doing this. After I clean myself up I get a text from Colby.
cb-hey johnnie
jg-oh hey
cb-random but serious question, who do you like?
jg-what do you mean?
cb-like do you like anybody right now? dude i won't judge just tell meeee
jg-okay uhm... i like jake
cb-i knew it
jg-wait how
cb-johnnie the way you look at him. your in love and i can see it
jg-maybe i am in love. but he doesn't like me back.
cb-not from what i heard
jg-wait what??
cb-go talk to him johnnie
jg-okay...
Oh god. Does Jake like me back? I want to talk to him but I'm scared. Oh my god suck it up. I get up and go downstairs. Jakes just sitting on the couch. I go over and sit next to him. "Hey uhm can we talk about something." I ask. "Oh hey. Sure what do you want to talk about?" He asks. "Uhm I don't know how to say this but I... I like you." I say. "Oh well I like you too Johnnie." He says smiling. "No Jake- I mean I like like you." I say. "Oh." He says. Shit I ruined it. I ruined everything. "I-it's fine if you don't like me back. I- Does this ruin anything? Can we please stay frie-." I get cut off by Jake kissing me. I kiss back. He pulls part from the kiss first. "Did that shut you up?" He asks giggling. "Yes." I say. "Do you want to take this slowly?" He asks. "Yeah. And I want to keep it secret for now. If that's okay?" I say. "That's fine with me. So we're not even going to tell Tara or Lauren?" He asks. "Yeah." I say. We get interrupted by Tara yelling from upstairs. "Guys! Come look at how we decorated Lauren's room!" She yells. Jake and I stand up and head upstairs. We open the door to her room and wow. This is so cool looking. (okayyy so i'm just gonna describe how my room looks irl so i have a TON of hello kitty posters on my wall, i have like 15 hello kitty plushies, a shelf full of monster cans, a white vanity, led lights around my room, fairy lights in front of my windo. a ton of carebear stuff, melanie martinez merch like all around my room, and some stuff from mean girls like a burn book and that stuff) "Woah this looks so cool." Jake says. "Yeah it looks amazing." I say looking around. "Okay now get out me and Lauren want to gossip." Tara says. "Okay jeez." Jake says laughing. We both leave her room and go back downstairs. Jake sits down on the couch and grabs his phone. I lay down next to him and rest my head in his lap. "Are you tired?" He asks. "Yeah." I say. He starts to play with my hair. This is so relaxing. "Oh yeah I forgot to tell you, Sam and Colby also adopted." He says. "Oh really." I say half asleep. "Yeah her names Lillian. She actually goes to the same school as Lauren. I asked Sam and Colby if they could hangout and they said their fine with it." Jake says. "Cool." I say drifting off to sleep.
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okayyy that's like over a thousand words
i'm going to make the next chapter when they hang out because this chapter was wayyyy too long

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