Fated to be with you | Park Jay | Enhypen [𝙾𝙽𝙶𝙾𝙸𝙽𝙶]

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Jay's POV :

"I trust you, Jay."

It was four words.
Exactly four words to shatter me.

She trusts me. She admitted it.
She trusts me even though she doesn't trust anyone.
But I'm lying to her too.

Guilt, shame pooled up inside me as I rubbed my face with my hand.
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"Is everything okay, Jay?" Rose softly asked from beside me.

No."Yes." I forced out a smile as I kept walking. "Why wouldn't anything be okay?"

I glanced at her, shoving the other thoughts from inside me.

Walking with Rose on the walkway under the moonlight was more peaceful and full
than I ever imagined.
Just a silent and comfortable walk.

As today, she seemed to get more comfortable with me by the time passed. Tiny teases, tiny nicknames never meant this much huge to me.

At every chance I could get, I couldn't help but steal glances of her when she's walking beside me.
Bright monlight touched her elegent features, making her look like a fucking goddess.

If she just saw one time, how me and the world saw her, she'd never doubt herself, ever.

She's ruining my real self at this point.....
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We finally came at the end of the sidewalk trail, where it separated to two different ways. One to Taehwa bridge, and one to a different neighbourhood.
We stopped walking.

"So." I turned to face her.

"I can go to my house from here. It's right there." Rose pointed at the opposite trail of Taehwa bridge. "I guess you have to head off too."

"Yeah. Okay." I kicked a rock infront my foot. "See you later then."

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"This bridge looks so different at night! "

Rose exclaimed, pointing excitedly at the end of the bridge that we're now standing on. I smiled at her being so exited just over this bridge.
Taehwa bridge was always known for a perfect relaxation place, but mostly for it's lighiting decoration which they only showed at night.
Little lights made the bridge look like a lighting ring from afar.

I've been here before, but in daytime.
My nightimes were always busy for my after practice exhaustion.

Now that I'm seeing it, with Rose, it's actually beautiful like all the other people say.

I seriously need to enjoy my youth before I regret it.
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I swear, both me and Rose were ready to leave and part ways from there-
But here we are. On the Taehwa bridge.

Now that we're outside together, it seems like none of us wants to leave right now.

At least I'm not the only one.

We took the opposite trail from there and came straight to this bridge.

Rose's eyes sparkled with all the lights as she watched the lighting from here, the side of the railing. The river's cold wind slapped her face, making her hair float, unveiling her sharp cheekbones. An amused yet absentminded smile displayed at her lips.

"Look at those lights ! They look like fireworks from here ! I've never seen this bridge at night. Aren't they just so beautiful?! " Rose excitedly pointed her finger at the lightings again.

I stared at her. "Mmh. So beautiful."

I smiled, looking at her again.
She just couldn't stop looking at them. Her wide smile bared her teeth.
I'm just glad that she's not hiding her smile anymore. They're just too graceful and expensive.