the alchemy, jude bellingham

chapter ten

THE ALCHEMY chapter ten
jude bellingham.
march 2023

messages between ollie & jude

bellingham

miss you already ollie

you only just landed

so???

i still miss you

well get used to it bellingham

you're gonna have to wait
a good few months to see me

torture

stop

so what does this mean for
our friends that date and
fuck agreement

um idk

we're still friends but don't fuck??

but it goes back to normal
when i see you again? so
really nothing has changed

don't you want to focus on
ur football or something???

not to ruin the moment or
anything but it's just gonna
get so complicated

and i like you i reslly do

but i think this 'space' will be good for us

so what do we do?

we stay in touch, keep things
chill, and when you're back
we can see where things are at

you never know you might
find someone  special

but i'll be focusing on football
like you said

i just meant that i didn't
want to be a distraction

i don't think that'll happen

me finding someone i mean

you never know

do you want me to find someone?

i'll be happy for you if you do

but do you want me to

i don't know

it's only been what?? 3 weeks?
idk how i feel

yeah i get you

maybe we just need to
take a step back yk?

and then we can see where
we are in a few months

so you're saying that if i come
back and i'm still into you,
we can continue this thing?

maybe

let's not overthink it

just see where life takes us