|| Stray Kids Oneshots

I'll Wait

To my love,

It's been exactly two years since you said you were leaving for four. I hope you've been receiving all of my letters, because I want you to know how much I love you and how willing I am to wait for you to return.

I know you've been busy with school, since that's why you left in the first place, but part of me still wishes you'd write back like you used to. At first, I would get sweet replies that would make me tear up at how meaningful and sincere they were.

Now, I fight tears because I don't get any response at all anymore. Do you still love me as much as I love you? Do you still love me at all? Should I stop writing? Have you stopped reading?

The one thing I can be sure of is that even if I stop writing, I'll never stop waiting. I'll be here, patiently waiting for you to be home and in my arms again.

Remember when you said I was your home? Is that still true? I know you're still mine. You've always been my home, just like you said I was yours.

Remember when you finally worked up the courage to ask me out, but I got tired of waiting and beat you to it? This won't be the same. I'm willing to wait a long as I have to this time, as long as you'll be with me again some day.

Remember when I was bullied in school for my smile? You noticed something was wrong almost immediately and when I told you what it was, you took Changbin with you to make sure it wouldn't happen again. The bullies all had black eyes when they apologized the next day.

Remember when you wrote a song for me and you were scared I wouldn't like it? When I heard it, I immediately fell for you even harder, if that was ever possible. I told you how much I loved the song and you smiled so brightly. I think I loved that smile more than the song.

I really miss that smile. That smile always made me smile, and now thinking about it just makes me sad. Sometimes I have thoughts that honestly scare me.

What if someone else is causing you to display that beautiful smile? What if I never get to see that smile again? What if I never get to see you again?

I can't believe those thoughts, though. You've never broken a single promise before. You never make a promise you can't keep. You've always been honest no matter what. I trust you, but for some reason I'm still scared. I wish the thoughts would go away.

I've had bad dreams lately. Dreams where I've gotten a letter from you saying you wouldn't be returning. I know they're just dreams but they always feel so real, and it hurts even more to not wake up from those dreams with you beside me.

It's been two years and now, if you keep this promise like all the others you've made, there's only two more years to struggle through. I'm halfway through the hardest time in my life, and I'll be patiently waiting until that time is past and you're here again.

Even if you never return to me, I'll wait. I'll wait for you, my love. I'll wait for us, even if I have to wait forever.

~ Your puppy ♡

Ok so this letter is obviously written by seungmin but idk if it's clear who "my love" is, so take a guess!