Deals With Demons || A Quackbur Story

another update

I wasn't entirely planning on making another thing about this. However, someone recently made a comment on one of my books, on one of the specific chapters where I talked about this bullshit.

First, I need to make it clear that my mind has heavily changed since my last update, and let me explain why and how it has changed.

In my previous statement, I mentioned how shitty Shelby was acting to Wilbur, and mentioned that I didn't support Wilbur's actions, but that I understand his side because of his history of (possible) neglect and generally just having had shitty things happen to him throughout his life.
I supported him in his journey of change, believing in his ability to change because we know he's changed before. Although, I did think that I may have been naive in my faith in him at the time.

My opinion on Shelby is no different- in fact, I fucking hate her more. As I stated before, she has acted immaturely and continues. I was made aware that she had been liking posts hating on Wilbur, and I have seen some of them myself. They're vile and disgusting, and she only stopped doing it when she was called out. However, she began doing it again. (Granted, I do not use twitter, especially after shelby chose to start unnecessary drama. i can't say for sure if she is still doing it or not.)
I shouldn't have to explain why this is an issue, but I will because I know somewhere out there, someone's going to read this, and then think and assume terrible things about me... because that seems to be a thing with shelby's supporters, based on my observations.
Shelby is farming hate. She is supporting the hate for Wilbur by liking these posts, and encouraging more of it to be posted online.

Furthermore, her story remains severely inconsistent and then she, for some reason, chooses to say she didn't care about the biting... which is the main thing she talked about in the initial stream.
She's clearly made shit up, she shits on mental health, and even blocked the phrase "Mental Health Matters" in her twitch chat. (I heard she might have removed that... but I kind of doubt that) And to shit on mental health and claim therapy doesn't work for Wilbur, is a disgusting and terrible thing to say, as someone who whines about being "abused" and had been to therapy. Because in her stupid brain, mental health only matters if it's her mental health.

She complained about being "forced" to clean his house- which she wasn't. She felt compelled too because Wilbur was severely depressed, and couldn't bring himself to do it (understandable and very normal for those with depression and anxiety. also common with autism, adhd and even bpd! there are many other mental illnesses and conditions that can cause this kind of thing to happen. it's extremely normal and understandable.), he also had an ant infestation, which not only is common in the UK, but is common EVERYWHERE, no matter how clean your house is. If ants smell food, they're gonna find a way in.
She says all this, choosing to not respect any of Wilbur's privacy, while he ALWAYS has respected hers.

Futhermore, SHE HAS NO REAL FUCKING EVIDENCE. NO PHOTOS, NO VIDEOS, NO SCREENSHOTS, NOTHING. EVEN THE PHOTOS ON HER INSTAGRAM ABOUT HER "BRUISES", DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING HAVE BRUISES. I HAVE BEEN BIT BY ANIMALS AND A HUMAN BEFORE AND I KNOW HOW THEY BRUISE. SHE DIDN'T HAVE BRUISES???

IN FACT, THERE IS MORE PHOTOGRAPHIC EVIDENCE PROVING WILBUR HAD BRUISES AND LOOKING TERRIBLE IN PHOTOS WITH HER. HE ALWAYS LOOKS SO SAD WITH HER AROUND AND HE LOOKS SCARED IN SOME OF THEM.

As for Wilbur, I'm an idiot for even being naive. I strongly believe in Wilbur and his abilities, and I especially believe what he has told us so far.
From what information we have, he didn't do anything wrong. And yes, I hear you typing "bUt hE bIT hErrrr!!!". Yes, he did. HE BIT HER... CONSENSUALLY. Shelby said it herself, that it was fucking consensual. Wilbur said he always believed it was playful and affectionate, and he made her aware that he showed affection through biting. Biting is an extremely normal way to show your partner love. Many people enjoy it, it's fucking normal.
Hell, my brother and his gf were obsessed with it a few years back, so much so they barely minded when the owners of a haunted house we worked at would joke about it. They never tried to hide it and they never minded it.
And again, sure, Shelby said she screamed the safeword and Wilbur bit harder before letting go- yeah, no shit he did. He was probably spooked when Shelby suddenly fucking screamed at him. It is basic biology. When you get scared, most of your muscles, INCLUDING YOUR JAW, tense and contract. No shit he bit harder when he was screamed at. And the whole "smiling afterward" thing? He thought it was playful and affectionate, of course, he smiled and giggled.
If Shelby suddenly didn't consent to it anymore, she should have told him. I haven't heard jack about her ever saying that to him, however, so yes, I am going to assume she never said anything. It is her fault if she didn't communicate to him that she was no longer consenting to it. Wilbur Soot isn't a fucking mind reader.

"oh but his friends even abandoned him" Yeah, well when Twitch and Youtube are your only source of income, and you're not an idiot, you obviously aren't going to say anything.
My wishful thinking continues to tell me that, possibly, those such as Ranboo only said what they said so they didn't have to lose a majority of their viewing... while my brain tells me worse things, but even so, if what some of those people said against Wilbur were true and coming from a genuine place, then they clearly don't know Wilbur that well.
Wilbur's closest friends (Quackity, Slimecicle, Tommy, Phil, for example) haven't said anything, or have said the bare minimum. Phil only said "support victims". Tommy has said "I won't say anything until I'm ready". Charlie has avoided it. Quackity removed Wilbur from the QSMP in tears. Sure, maybe you could argue those are actions/words that are in support of Shelby... but I would argue that they know better. They are Wilbur's closest friends, and they chose to stay quiet on the topic to avoid hate from either side. Which is genuinely the smartest decision.

I wasn't originally planning on saying this... but I'm still extremely pissed off about it and there are certain people I don't want to have on my page. That's why I need to say it:

small fuck you to Ranboo for saying something shitty, and a bigger fuck you to aimsey for being a hypocrite and shitty friend.
if you still like Ranboo, okay whatever, i still kind of like him but I'm still pissed off about what he said. but if you like aimsey, i genuinely don't want you on my page. she only cared about the female "victim" rather than Freddie, who was arguably closer to her, and was sa'd, but she didn't care about saying shit about him.
shout-out to Tommy and Jack for being there for Freddie, especially while they were on tour together. Freddie needed the support, and knowing Tommy, he was probably a big help-

but yeah. fuck shelby. and fuck aimsey.

I love Wilbur Soot.

And if you choose to comment to argue and be bitchy instead of kindly explaining that something I said was FACTUALLY incorrect (and yes, you need fucking evidence.)... you can block me and fuck off. If you come here to argue and be bitchy, and STILL DON'T BLOCK ME.... you're proving me right. I have said this multiple times on Instagram, "BLOCK ME IF YOU JUST WANT TO ARGUE! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY." and then people continue to argue and harass me, therefore, proving my point when I say that these people have nothing better to do than argue and harass people online over a fucking educated opinion.

AGAIN: if you comment just to argue, harass, be rude, be bitchy, to me or to others, BLOCK ME. i will only accept comments that are RESPECTIVELY and POLITELY explaining (and proving w/ photographic/videographic evidence) that one of my facts is incorrect.

and if your photo/video is just a clip of shelby's dumbass on stream, that's not evidence. that's just her word, which is not good evidence.

small edit: lets stop demonizing Wilbur and acting like he's the worst person on earth. i've seen worse abuse. i've heard of worse people. i KNOW worse people. i've been treated by worse people than some guy who likes to bite, and ONLY causes "bruises".
there are billions of people in all of history who have done, and continue to do, worse things than fucking biting someone. get over yourself if you genuinely think Wilbur is so terrible.