Love without sight

But it's over and i can't recall the last time ,i was kissed

After putting my poor soul at risk by confessing my love for Haniya, there was no happy ending for me. My heart was ripped into a million pieces. The days became longer, the world darkened, and everyone appeared happy except me.
Heartbroken, I kept asking myself why I patiently waited 13 years to be wounded like this. I questioned my luck, rationality, and emotions, and no one was to blame but myself. I felt like no one understood my pain.
Thinking that love was meant for me felt like my biggest mistake; during the day, I would cry uncontrollably out of nowhere, replaying old conservations and the devastating text in my mind.
I hated it because I thought I had seen the right signals, green lights directing me to continue.