Love without sight

Maybe I consider this as a No, Be happy always

It's heartbreaking when someone you love deeply about to leave your life and there's nothing you can do to make them stay. Haniya and I haven't chatted in over a week because she's constantly busy with her work. Maybe I think, but I don't know anymore. I believe it is due to my inability to express my feelings or the fact that I do not interact with many other people; she may believe I am imperfect or flawed. I text her and get no response, and I call her but she never answers. I wonder if she has any feelings for me, if she loves me. Or did she feel something for me? I'm lost in questions, and the only person who can answer them is far away and appears to dismiss whatever I have to say.

I'm missing her so much these days; she's all I can think about. I become upset sometimes because of a strange pressing discomfort in my chest. Trying to stay strong, I can barely breathe occasionally, and I wonder whether she feels the same way. I remember when things were good, but now everything is trembling and I can't do anything. Wherever she is, I hope she is safe; I wish things were different. I just appreciate God for giving me this opportunity with her because I see the beginning of the end of a lovely thing. I am in the light, yet I see darkness approaching every day.

All I know is that I can't live without her; I'm wondering if she'll be okay now that it's time to say goodbye, but I'm still caught up in the moment. Everything I feared, I see it happening before my eyes, my life is undesirable, and I am lost in sadness. I wish she could tell me at least how she feels about me.

Lover, for a long time, you and I have imagined a happily ever after together. Stay at my side throughout these difficult moments. Pick up the phone or call me, text me , reply my messages.
Above everything, I will cherish you to eternity.