Not My Body [} Iwaoi {]

[} 4 {]

"Fuck, not again..."
"Not this fucking female form."

I didn't know why but my alarm was set around five and fourty, so I woke up a bit earlier than usual and prepared myself to go on a run.

"Already up To-..." My father stopped.

"What ? Oh yeah, I'm girl, surprise !" I sarcastically cheered.

"Don't tell me you're feeling like a girl or I don't know what bullshit..."

I decided to ignore his disrespectful sentence and replied.

"No, I just woke up with a female body..."

The black haired adult approached me and permitted himself to touch my chest. He was surely high again to not be surprised by something which is used to be impossible.

"WHAT THE HE-..."

"Interesting..." He muttered.
"I want you to be here tonight."

I'm cooked.

I passed the main door and opened my phone to put some music on.
Unfortunately, I had taken the wrong phone, the titles I was used to listen weren't in there.
When the screen lighted up, I saw a notification from the message application.

I didn't reply and contented myself to resume my footing.
When I returned to the building which was used to be my home, I noticed that my genitor wasn't there.
An idea crossed my mind, but it was not a good one.
I reminded about a certain room. My mother's bedroom. My dad being lazy as fuck, he had not managed to remove her stuff from the house. I wasn't allowed to penetrate between these four walls, I had never known why.
But once, when I was maybe seven years old, curiosity took over my reason and I decided to adventure in it.
It wasn't my best life choice...
I didn't have the time to explore the bedroom that my dad immediately remarked what I was doing and punished me as only he and I knew how.
Since this horrible day, I had never tried to enter again.
But today, my father seemed to be out...

"Don't be affraid Tooru, it's just a normal room..." I reassured myself.

I opened the door, my heart was racing as he wanted to escape my ribs.
I thought several times that some neurons left my genitor's brain, because he didn't even take the pains to locked the enter.
The inside was dark, the blinds were shut.
I used my torch phone to see. Cardboards were showing. Only cardboards. There were no bed or other fournitures.
I moved closer to the boxes and read what was written on some of them.

"Books.... Sheets.... Important....."
"Important ?" I questionned alone, continuing to observe the inscriptions.
"Found it ! Clothes !"

I carried the box and brought it in my  room. I opened it and watched attentively the outfits which were in.

"These clothes look great..."

I put on some of them and all fitted my body. I kept a wearing and hid the cardboard in my closet, right behind my men's dressing.
I grabbed my keys to quit the habitation, with the will to join Iwaizumi.