Not My Body [} Iwaoi {]

[} 6 {]

What do I do now...?

I shouldn't meet him, it was bad to deepen this lie. But, another side of me wanted to help him... Moreover, I was not in my girl body, I could not join him like this.

How can I find back my stupid girl form...

I thought for minutes. I really wanted to help him.
A hint crossed my wondering. Everytime I had returned back in the female body.... I had just woken up ! So... Maybe if I slept...
I made myself in good conditions to sleep.
I closed my eyes and...
No.
Why couldn't I fucking sleep ?
I needed to help a... Friend ? Flirt ? Best fiend? Ex-Bestfriend ? Ennemi ?

I'm freaking lost...
...
Maybe if... Maybe it'll work...

I grabbed the heavier book I found and dropped it just on top of my head. When it got back down, it hurt and didn't knock me out as I wanted at first. But I was a bit sore and it helped me to fall in dreams. In fact, not really because I woke up only some minutes later, not letting my cycle to reach the dream phase.

"Tits... Yeah, they're here."

My theory was correct, and I was kind of proud, I could admit.
I changed into 'girl' clothes and took the second phone to run toward the famous meeting place.
I wasn't sure-.... No I didn't know if Iwa-chan would be there or not, but inside of me, something was telling me that he was there.
And indeed, the teenager was sitting, precisely on the table near the window.

"Yuka ? All is okay ? You seem out of breath..." The dark haired noticed.

"I'm... I'm good... I've just.... Run, to... Join you...." I articulated between my breathes.

"And your... Family dinner ?"

"Oh. Hm... My family cancelled it."
"So ? What's happening ?" I asked.

"In the end, it's not really important...."

I sat up right in front of him.

"I'm aaaallll ears, Hajime."

Hajime..? The fuck I'm saying ?

"Uh... Okay....
Do you remember my friend with the same name as yours ?"

I nodded.

"I hadn't should talk to him like that and end our friendship... He was a nice friend, I've known him since... I don't remember, I feel like we have known each others since we were born."

I couldn't help but smile.

"I've lost his trust in me and I don't know what to do. Plus, he's doing things he would regret later."

"You need to say him that. I'm sure he still trusts you... He's maybe just a bit mad and... Has to much, pride...?" I adviced to the taller one (only in this form).