Not My Body [} Iwaoi {]

[} 18 {]

It's weird...

It was lunch time, I was so eating my meal in the worker's reserved room.
I was wondering about my body. I had not transformed back for a long time now... It scared me to think I would maybe never find back my real body, with my balls and all...
I also thought it wasn't that bad, since I was with Hajime and all was going well. One of my dream had beacome true ! But... I had enough to lie to everyone. I had enough to get my periods some days. Moreover, unluckily, there were irregular.
And most important, I wanted to play volleyball again... I missed it, really much. I even wanted to see my teammates.
But no... I was forced to watch the sun raising and falling, indicating the end of the days.
Today was not common by the way, because it had been now exactly 5 weeks I was working in the Cafe. And I learnt maybe too late that a bonus was given to people who did their job everyday for these weeks. And... Guess what ?
I was here every fucking days, welcoming and serving people with an hypocrite expression.

"You seem in your thoughts... Are you okay ?" Asked my Kohai.

"Oh, yeah, of course..." I replied.
"Why are you not at school ? Teachers are absents again ?"

"Not at all, I'm skipping." The dark blue haired answered while chewing his food.

"That's not serious."

I stood up to clean my dishes, tidy them and then left the room to resume my work, hopping there would not rest too much customers this afternoon.
I pushed the door and saw that almost all the tables were full. I sighed.

"Be brave, Tooru..." I muttered to myself.

The day finally ended. I thanked the last clients for having visit us with such a big smile...
I hurried in my superior's office, wanting my money and most importantly, my bonus !
I knocked and turned the handle door, letting me enter between those four walls.

"Good evening, Yuka. You're doing a good job, it's really great !"

I closed the door behind me, knowing the adult will speak for I didn't know how long.
He talked about anything and everything, but he finally dropped the subject in his phrases.

"I hope the little Kageyama doesn't bother you... He's a nice boy but a bit weird..." He affirmed.

"Hm... Nope." I articulated.

"Excuse me, I talk to much... Why are you here ?"

"I went to claim my salary." I coldly declared.

"Oh, yeah ! I'm giving you this..." He took out a paper, wrapped and taped around something.

I counted the billets, only half satisfy.

"It's the usual amount..." I almost whispered.

"Hum... Yeah ? So what's wrong ?" He questionned.

"The other waiters get a bonus when they work all the five weeks."

"Yes, but they are men." He calmly said.

"But I'm a-...
Wait what ?" I froze.

I wanted to show him my middle fingers closer than he could never observe...

"That's sexist !" I exclaimed.

"What ? Stop your bullshit, that's not sexist or I don't know what, it's normal..."

I swear, I'm gonna punch him....

"But if you really... Really want that money... We can have a... Kind of deal." He continued.

I raised an eyebrow, waiting for him to tell me more.
He got off his chair, approaching me.

"What are you do-..."

I felt something floating on the back of my neck. It was his damn breathing.

"Oh, so you want to see me naked, if I'm correct." I said dryly.

He giggled in a disgusting way.

"Exactly, you're smart for a woman..."

Okay, that's enough.

I turned around, with the will to hit him in the face, but he arrested my wrist. While holding me, he leaned his face toward mine and kissed me with a lot of strenght.
I debated, in vain. He then grabbed my second arm too, pinning me to the wall just behind and blocking my legs with his.
I could not move. I was trapped between the boss and that wall, where screws were left, pressing in my spine.

"What the-... Stay away from Mrs Oikawa !"

Tobio, my savior !

It... It was strange to think...
He gripped the adult by his shoulders, bringing him in the middle of the room.
The dark haired then beat the older one, making the latter fall, almost knocked out.
I jumped in the younger's arms.

"Oh my-... Thank you Tobio-kun..."

He hugged me back.
When we moved away from the other, I benefited to do something I had always dreamed to.

"I quit that fucking job, you bald old man !"  I spat on the person who was on the ground.

"Uh... Then, I follow the mouvement ! I'm leaving too !" The setter didn't expulsed his saliva, thought.

I went out of the small restaurant, glimpsing that my boyfriend was waiting for me.

"Why did you take so much time ?" He demanded.

"My boss was at this..." I was approaching my fingers, a small space separating them. "... To rape me."

"WHAT !?"

"Let's go home, I'm gonna explain you in the road."

I shared him all the details. In fact, I didn't mention Kageyama's name and contented to say 'one of the workers'... But it didn't really matter.
Hours later, the two of us were sitting on the older bed, chatting about random stuff.

"Can I... ask you a question, Yuka ?"

"You're so formal, in all of a sudden... Yeah, of course you can." I nodded at the same time.

"What is your 'weird problem' ? It's been weeks we're hanging out together and I haven't spotted any issues."

"Haven't I already told you ? About the people who bull-.." I tried to play it dumb, but the spikey haired interrupted me.

"No, no... The other one."

I exhaled.

"You don't wanna know."

"I do ! Plus, I really don't care if you have... Problems or what, I can even help you through them ! So please, tell me..." He was doing puppy eyes.

I hesitated for a moment, but... How could I resist to this face ?

"Okay... I'm gonna tell you." I inhaled deeply.
"It seems crazy but, I'm... I'm not in my real body. I'm supposed to be a male, have a dick and all, not boobs and periods. I'm stuck in that damn form and I really don't know how I could turn back."

"Wow..."

He starting to laugh.

"What ?" I let out.

"Good one..!"

"I'm not joking, Hajime." I affirmed.

"If you don't want to share me your issues, it's okay, you know ?"

"You don't trust me..."

"Of course not ! Nobody can, it's the biggest lie I've ever heard !"

It's part of the only time I'm not lying in that form, but okay...

We resumed our original random discussion, but then we fell asleep, cuddled in the arms of the other.
When I woke up the next morning, I was a little overwhelmed by the taller warmth.
When he woke up as well, we jumped out of bed and he joined Aoba Josai highschool, meanwhile I went to my house.
When I pushed the main door, the first thing I noticed was a cat, looking like he was dead.