𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊'𝚜 𝙹𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚘𝚔

My Love Life

Ha! You bet!

As if that was something real.

Yeah....

But I didn't started this chapter for nothing. I'm now here to tell about the boy I like. (At 12:53 am (?) somebody gotta explain the pm am thing to me).

So, I'm very good at hiding my feelings. I loved a boy in my class for almost three years, and the only people who knew were the ones I told. So to this day, he doesn't know. This is our secret now.

Though today, things have changed. I got over this nearly-3-years boy.

And in France at a kinda class trip, I fell in love again.🤫

So now I'm here to tell why, cuz boy let me tell you, I never ever got treated like he treated me.

So as I said, kinda class trip (it was voluntarily and we went with some other people from a different school). I had this bag with me and a backpack.

1: When we arrived at our Stay, we had to walk a bit and He, let's call him Tee, had a small suitcase.

I, of course lazy, asked if I could put that bag onto his suitcase and he AGREED.

Though his suitcase was to small and my bag kept slipping, so he took it and he CARRIED IT. Obviously I offered to take it back but he insisted to carry it the whoooole time. I kid you not, he only gave it back in the bedrooms we got assigned.

2: We ate dinner at a restaurant (nobody spoke French) and it took forever for us to finish. One of my friends got cold so Tee gave her his jacket.

When we finally finished at 10 pm (?) we started to walk back and I was freezing. Of course I complained, so Tee offered me his HOODIE.

But my friend gave me his jacket and I wore it the rest of the evening and I even wore it the complete next day. I loved it.

3: We climbed onto a big rock and I wanted to climb down again at the back, where nobidy was, tho I was like in slow motion.

Tee was standing there and he held out his hand and asked if I need help. *Screaming again*

I couldn't even reply cuz he slipped and fell lol, tho when I arrived down on my feet he was already standing again. (Obviously I would've helped him) And he was okay, dw.

4: This happened a bit after 3 (rock thing).

We were walking in a path back and my friend and I were bickering around. She then nudged me to the side which caused my foot to slip on the grass and just fall straight to the side like a board.

It didn't hurt so I started laughing really hard. (My friend fell to her butt cuz she was laughing so hard and her backpack was heavy) and I swear I would've laid there five hours and just laugh about it.

BUT then in like a for real split second Tee was by my side and he pulled me up (I was still laughing but I said thank you) And he just PULLED ME UP *kicking my feet again*

5: Now this is a bit of a smaller thing which maybe could even mean nothing, but I stay delusional, I don't care.

So we stayed at the boys room till like 1:30 am just talking. And Tee put music on and I kept complaining cuz he put on weird music and he asked me, and ME ONLY, what I heard for music.

I didn't wanted to ruin the good mood (I listened to the neighborhood at that moment, I love the neighborhood) tho eventually I gave in and told the name. He skipped Sweater Weather cuz I heard that song way too often.

So yeah, he asked me what music I like.

6: This one is another small thing, but I realized when I came home, this could be something.

So went on a walk with like 8 people, and we all just talked to everyone, if you understand.

Tee was walking beside me and I don't know how we git there, but he asked MY OPINION on his old buzz cut.

I told him I don't like buzz cuts in general and (I don't know, I forgot, but I hope I said he looks better with long hair.)

Okay that's it with France, now we get to the not so great point.

I made a mission to look at him the last three days at school and I did but he barely looked back and if he did, not for long.

That made me mad cuz I wanted to smile at him.

Then at the last day of school, he asked my friend about her grades but NOT ME. I was so sad cuz me and that friend had the exact same grades, except I had an B in one subject and she in another.

Tee said HER paper was real good and all stuff. But. Not. To. Me.

I then even asked some questions to him but THAT WAS IT.

Oh, and my friend texted him to know if his gentleman behavior had a reason (ofc in other words) and he said it didn't.

Yeah...

Now's summer break and either I text him first or I'll have to wait til school starts again.

Though after France and all he didn't really seemed to notice me, but more my friends so now I'm unsure and confused.

Yeah...

I think that's it.

Imma go to sleap now, it's 1:22 am.

Have a good day or rest of it!

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