Ready To Know

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by mangocandie

by mangocandie

As my tears subside

Realization hits

I was liked maybe loved

But the illusion of me was loved or liked

I supposedly matter

But it feels off

More than ever I want answers

Even feel tired of feeling like this

I said I don't care

But I care tons

On all the people I've met or interacted with

I care for humanity as a whole

It just makes me human to care

There's nothing wrong with it right

Narcissists I've dealt with different levels of narcissists

But I cant shake the feeling that I might still interact with one today

Maybe even love or simply care too much for

Perhaps I've been blinded for a while

If you hear me universe take the blindfold off rip the bandaid

I want to see the truth of it all

Even if it hurts I will finally know

And that brings peace to my heart and soul