I sit on your stairs, listening to you and you dad yell at each other
He's screaming that I'm just another heartbreaker like your mother
You're screaming that you know I love you
He's saying I'll break your heart in two
I start to tune you out
I start to not be able to breathe, my lungs can't even yell to you not even a shout
My vision starts to blur
I just hear a ringing that's making my ears puncture
My hands can't stop shaking
My brain is aching
I don't notice you sitting next to me
I barely notice you holding me as I let all my anxiety free
