OH MR MAFIA

I deserve to be happy

__ i went to look back at main characters name because I forget why the hell would I name her Vivian? That is so ugly
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This past month Aurora has been the absolute best.

And yes Aurora is katerinas middle name I seemed to call her that more often I just liked the name more.

No matter how many times she tells me I have nothing to worry about
I worry I can't find it within me to be happy I'm scared to even step outside what if Lorenzo is looking for me?

After the day of the funeral, we got on a jet to Mexico Yes Mexico its absolutely beautiful here although I've heard some bad things about the place Aurora says she stays here for business purposes
It's easier than traveling back & forth

"Are you listening to me?" I took my eyes off the TV that was playing" How to Get Away with Murder" looking at Katrina

That's a good show

"Huh" I pulled the cover up getting cold

Katrina sighed sitting up
I hope I didn't annoy her

"You know we are not in a relationship correct?" I nodded

" And you don't have to stay in this penthouse  with me Vivian.. I like you a lot but your fragile and more on the innocent side me and you wouldn't work"

"Right so its just sex" I nodded in agreement trying to go back to the show

"No friends with benefits sometimes" I nodded waiting to see if she was done

"& seriously if you want to leave you can go to Hawaii or have fun and find friends there isn't anything wrong with that" She sat criss cross with her hair up in a messy bun

"I understand Aurura I'm just not ready"

How do people even make friends do I just go up to them and say hey?
Speaking of friends I miss oak wonder how she's doing.

I miss her a lot but I would absolutely never go back to that hell hole.

She nodded jumping off the bed
"Where are you going?"

"Shower I have to go back to Italy to see my Mamma" I jumped off the bed too
"But won't Lorenzo be mad at you? Katrina you shouldn't go back there" I sternly said following after her into the bathroom

"So let him be mad Vivian" she stripped

How could she not be scared of that absolute giant

I'm never going to Italy again I mean EVER.

It's been a month almost and I'm still petrified.
"No your not understanding he can hurt you.. really bad" I stripped also getting in the shower after her.
I pulled her into a hug our wet bodies sticking together
I would kill myself if she dies

other than Oak she seems to be the only one who genuinely cares about me & my well being

"Vivian Trust me I'll be fine Him & Sergio's business has gone to absolute shit he's losing money his sister is dead he needs me" she shrugged

I hugged her tighter
"The man is practically on his knees right now for me"

What if she does die and then I'm here alone to fend for myself.

My tears fell from eyes but she didn't notice thankfully for the water.

"You run an illegal business to?" I backed away grabbing the bathe clothe
She made a concerned face
"Something like that"

I'm not going to judge her work because that same work has gotten me here in this beautiful penthouse that shows half the city.

Whatever

I pulled her into a kiss both our hard nipples rubbing together
"Not right now Vivian I have to be there by 2pm and it's a long flight"

It's currently 3:24am

It is a long flight when we flew to Mexico my ass never hurt so much thankfully it was a jet so I could move more.

"Please really fast" I massaged  my own boob she backed away shaking her head

"Fine I'll find a way to please myself " I stepped out of the shower wrapping a towel around myself and skipping to the guest room.
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