Truth. (JG/NM)

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Its been about a week since we took the twins home from the hospital, and Jack hasnt been around to help lately. He's been saying he has to work late and that him and the boys are starting to work on some music again. I dont believe it because im friends with his boss and the boys. The guys said they arent planning any music, and his boss said she gave him the next few months off to help with the twins. I dialed up Johnsons moms number, and she answered after a couple of rings.

"Hello Britteny, whats up?" She asked cheerfully.

"I need a mom right now, can you come over? are you busy?" I asked.

"Of course! I'll be to your house in a few." she said.

i hung up and texted Johnson and the other guys.

me: jj's mom is coming to my house, tht proably means good food, come over? we all need 2 talk, xx

nate: on my way

jj:FOOD AND MY MOM, best things ever

sammy: mommas boy, omw

I giggled at Sams text, and set my phone down, the twins were asleep so I started cleaning up a bit. The door opened and closed, and Johnsons mom came into view.

"Jennifer." I said, hugging her.

"hi dear, is everything okay?" she asked.

"No." i said.

we walked into the kitchen, and she sat down at the table, and I sat across from her. I loved this, becuase all the guys' moms, were basically my moms. Since ya know, mines a bitch.

"Tell me, im all ears." she said, putting her elbows on the table, and her head in her hands.

I told her about jack, and how he hasnt been aound, and hes been out late, and not helping me. "I honestly think he's cheating." I said.

She nodded her head. "I wouldnt doubt it...I'm sorry but its true." she said.

I nodded. "It just sucks, ya know? His best friends help more than him."

After I said that, Johnson walked in. "Hi mom, hey Britt." He said.

"Great, now I really do have to make food." she said, rolling her eyes and standing up.

She got out a pot and put water in it. while she was doing it, one of the twins started crying.

"I got it." Jj said, standing up and walking out.

Sam and Nate walked in a few minutes after Jj walked out. Nate hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"Hows it goin' lil mama?" he asked.

I shrugged, "physically or emotionally?" I asked.

"Both."

"Horrible" I said.

He chuckled and walked away.

we all went to the livingroom to find johnson holding James on the couch, and Nathan next to him. I smiled and saw sam walk over and pick up Nathan.

"Why couldnt you of had 3? then we all could take care of one." Jj said.

"Thats okay, I'll take care of Britt!" Nate said, picking me up bridal style and walking over to the big chair in the corner of the room. The guys rolled their eyes.

I leaned back into Nates chest. His arms were tight around me, and it was comforting. Jack never did this. He didnt even wake up in the middle of the night to check on them. Nates head was burried in my neck. I started thinking. Are me and Jack really together? Should me and nate be together? But I have jacks kids..but that doesnt mean anything if were not together, right? Why should I be jealous if were not even together.. I started dozing off as soon as nate pulled the blanket over me.