Truth. (JG/NM)

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Jack left and I went into my room, I asked the guys to give me a few alone with my babies, and they said okay.

I looked down at the two tiny humans infront of me, and smiled. I saw Jack in both of them. I stroked their heads, smiling. "Im sorry." I said, tears forming in my eyes.

"Why am I such a bad mother?" I asked them. I knew they werent going to answer, but I just talked. "why does he do these things? Am I not good enough for him? Do we stay friends? I want to marry him, he's your father, but if he is going to act this way, I dont want him around you guys.."

There was a knock on the door, and Nate walked in and sat next to me. "You are an amazing mother, dont let him drag you down." He said.

I looked at him, and lost it. "But their own father doesnt even want to be in my life, or thiers." I cried, putting my head in my hands.

"Its his loss then. He lost a beautiful woman, and two beautiful kids. Someone else will come around and be a better father than him. Hes young and always be young. I think he just doesnt want to grow up." He said, stroking my hand.

I nodded. I looked at the boys and smiled. "Thank you Nate." I said.

He turned my chin so I was facing him. "I will always be here for you Britteny. Anytime, anything, anywhere. I'll be here for you." He said, kissing my lips.

Kissing Nate was different. When I kiss Jack, its like all he wants is sex. But when I kiss Nate, its passion, caring, loving. Everything Jack's isnt.

I pulled away and smiled. "I love you." I said truthfully.

He looked at me shocked. "Took you long enough." He winked. "I love you too."

I smiled and kissed him again. One of the twins started crying again and Sam burst through the door. "UNCLE SAMMY TO THE RESCUE!" He yelled. Then the other one started crying.

"And the much quieter Uncle J!" Jack said, walking in after sam.

I rolled my eyes. "What would I do without you guys.."