𝓓𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓫𝓪𝓭 - 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕤𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕌𝕊𝔸

We're over

"Why the fuck would she choose him for the date" I say pissed. "Nadi trust me you have absolutely nothing to worry about" Connor tells me. "Yea I guess imma go find the girls I'll talk to yall later"

I go sit with liv and kaylor about to start talking until Rob and kordell come back from getting ready for their dates and Rob comes to talk to me. "Nadia get that look off your face" "go have fun on your date Robert" "I won't and you know it so stop being so worried" he hugs me and goes to walk with Andrea to their date. She wraps her arm around his waist.

"Bro this is such bullshit" I tell them. "It really is she's just trying to come fuck shit up, I don't think she'll succeed though he's all about you" liv reassures me. "Yeah Nadia just relax I mean I should be more worried Aaron literally turned bilingual and seduced her in Spanish" Kaylor says and we all laugh together.

We talk for a while until I just go lay in bed taking a nap and then waking up thinking about Rob. "Someone's deep in thought" Rob comes in smiling. "Did you guys kiss?" I ask having to know the most important question first. "She did ask for a kiss yes, but I said no I wouldn't disrespect you like that"

"Oh thank god how was the date though" "If I'm being open and honest it was good we had a great conversation but you were on my mind the whole time" "are you gonna keep getting to know her?" I say and he looks down. "Um yea" "ok." "I doubt my connection with her could ever get anywhere near ours though" "ok" "Nadia" "it's fine I'm gonna go find Leah" "are you mad?" "What's there to be mad about your not my boyfriend were both open to finding connections and it'd be stupid to not explore" I get up and leave.

"Leah lover where are you" I shout. "Over here darling" she yells back and I see her sitting with all the girls I sigh wanting to talk to her alone but I do go over.

"What's going on over here" "Andrea and Nicole were just telling us about their dates" "and how were those" "apparently really good, lots of kisses" liv says. "Hm and what were those kisses" I ask. "Well I kissed both kordell and Kendall and Andrea kissed Aaron" "that's crazy" I say. "What's crazy about that" Andrea says.

"I mean not to shame or anything but you don't think that's weird? Like going on a date with 2 guys and kissing both? So do you like both of them" I say. "That's what I'm still trying to figure out". We all talk until Andrea gets up and pulls Rob to soul ties.

"Trust me once a new bombshell comes I'm gonna be all over him fuck Rob" "Nadia I don't get why your so worried Rob is way too obsessed with you for that" "he literally said she had a good date now their up in fucking soul ties I'm done with him, I'm going to the kitchen I need to stress eat" "ooh I'm in" liv says and all the girls come with us.

After I finished making a toastie I start ranting. "I just hate when you think someone's a good person and they aren't" "go up there and fucking say something you can rant to me all you want but it's not gonna make a difference" liv says. "I don't wanna interrupt though" "the amount of times that bitch interrupted you guys get you ass up there now" "okok I'm going"

I walk up to soul ties seeing them smile at each other. "Hey love birds can I talk to you for a second" "yea I can leave" Andrea's says. "Sure you want me to come with you" rob says. "No I want her to come with me, obviously rob" he follows me and we go talk.

"What's up" he says "what the fuck do you mean what's up, what's up with you" "I already told you" "ok then you come up in soul ties and talk to her for hours" "I told you I was getting to know her you literally have nothing to worry about" "you keep fucking saying that Rob well I'm worrying ok I'm worrying a lot"

"I just find it crazy how you get to play the jealous role like I'm not the same person who's had to fight for you all this time while you entertain every boy in the villa" "oh I entertain every body" I say laughing sarcastically.
"Yes you fucking do talking to Connor and Kendall every 5 seconds then coming back and saying it was nothing meanwhile they tell me something else, but oh the second 1 fucking girl gives me attention I'm the bad guy"

"Yes you are the bad guy because any fucking time I talk to another guy all I talk about is you instead of coming back to you and lying about how the conversation went" "when the fuck have I lied to you" he says with watery eyes. "Well obviously first it was mr I'm not even into blondes and then I want get to know her more and then you up in fucking soul ties"

"I can't fucking do this" Rob gets up and walk away. "Rob come back" "just give me a second" a few minutes later he comes back. "Are you ready to be mature and talk" I say. "Fuck just give me a second" he says wiping his eyes from all the crying. "Rob" "a fucking second please" "listen Nadia I like you, fuck I like you a lot like a scary amount but I'm done giving it my 100 when you don't"

"How don't I give you 100" "well first of all the whole Kendall and Connor thing" "I don't even like them and I've been open about that" "I just can't do this" Rob gets up and jumps in the pool.

I go find Leah Serena and Jana immediately sobbing. "Oh my god what did he do" "we're over we're so over" I say crying my eyes out. While they hug me.