Leah was crying in my arms for a few minutes and Cassidy even comes over to comfort her "I knew it would get pinned on me one way or another and now it has been, I think she just likes to argue with people" Leah says. "Some people just live for the drama" Cassidy says. "She does and she thinks she's the drama but like your just mean" Leah says.
"Stop letting these girls get to you" Jana says. "That's what I'm saying" Cassidy agrees. "I'm disappointed you even let a bitch make you cry" Serena says. "I feel like they're just taking my words so wrong and screwing it to make me seem like I'm a delusional mastermind" Leah says. "Come on let's go get ready for bed" I say and we all go.
"How am I meant to share a bed with Connor" "you don't have to, you can sleep in my bed or we can go to soul ties" Jana says. "This is just so crazy" "ok you wanna go to soul ties let's do it" Jana says and they go get their stuff. "Goodnight guys hopefully this will all die down tomorrow" I say giving them hugs.
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I get into bed and lay with Miguel. "How ya feeling" he asks. "Honestly I've been better" "yeah that whole liv thing was blown out of proportion" "it was but I'm done talking about that I just wanted to let you know that if you want to get to know any of my friends please don't be afraid to I want you to be happy"
"I mean I can try but I do feel really strongly for you so I don't know" "ok I just want you to be happy is all" "and I'm happy right here with you" he says smiling and we drift to sleep.
"This was my first time sleeping solo" Connor announced. "Where are the girls" liv asks. "They're literally sleeping in soul ties" Kaylor says. "Why?" "Probably because of the drama" "No shit bitch" I whisper making Miguel laugh. "Imma go get changed catch ya later" I say giving him a kiss on the cheek and walking to the dressing room.
"I can still be your friend I'm just not gonna sit there and lie for you, because good friends wouldn't make friends do that" I hear liv telling Kaylor. "100%" she agrees as Leah, Jana, and Serena come in.
"Liv I would love if we could speak on the balcony" "I would like if Kaylor can come because we feel the same" "ok then all 5 of us can go so we can make a decision" Serena says pointing to me and we all go to the balcony.
"Ok first I'm sorry about the entire situation I felt like you and I are close enough that if there was miscommunication we could've dealt with it on the side but I know I did call you over there so accountability for that 100%" Leah says.
"I and Kaylor never wanted that conversation to take place there or get that heated and that I'm sorry for but we wanted him to say how he felt ya maybe I jumped to conclusions but I thought that you were trying to save your ass" liv says.
"I understand that 100% but we all did make the decision" Leah says and Kaylor agrees. "Maybe I did say some things that were hurtful but everything I said up there I own and still stand by" liv says.
"That she's delusional and a compulsive liar" Serena says. "I didn't say delusional but yes I said compulsive liar" "so I'm a compulsive liar before you even hear me out" "well I can make my own judgement and you kept saying you took a backseat which I didn't think was the case" liv says.
"I fucked up maybe i shouldn't have used backseat which i apologize for" "Nadia you've been quiet how do you feel" Kaylor says. "Well I love you liv but I just hate how you were so quick to not even hear Leah out and then yell at me knowing how I've felt for the past few days so do I forgive you? Absolutely not but am I willing to forget about it yes. So I think it's better if we keep our space away from each other" I say.
"Come on Nadia don't be like that" liv says hurt. "You can't just say Leah manipulated me and call me her bitch and expect me just to forgive that. At the end of the day I don't hold anything against you but I don't think our personalities clash well so I think it's better if we take a break from each other"
"I get that and I respect you 100% but your one of my best friends in here and I feel like your letting a dumb argument get in the way of this friendship we've built, I mean you and Jana argued, you and Nicole argued and you forgave both of them"
"You can't seriously think that those disagreements compare to what you said last night, for Nicole she was just mad at Kendall and then apologized to me with breakfast and a sweet ass apology, for the argument with Jana I wasn't treating her right and she expressed how she felt and it was a mutual apology, for you this isn't even the first time you've come at me so like I said I just need a break from the drama"
"So you think I'm the drama?" "I mean if the shoe fits" I say making Leah and Serena laugh. "Anyways I'm glad we had this talk I love you all I hope everything's settled" I say and walk downstairs not even getting ready.
"IVE GOT A TEXTTTTTT, islanders, it's time to show who's got muscle in todays challenge, flex appeal #NopainNogain #DropItLikeItsSquat"
