Chasing Her // Z.M [2]

Chapter 7

Chasing Her / Chapter Seven

Renee.

"I need to have a shower. You can go somewhere." I tell him and walk away or basically limp away.

"No-way, I am going to help you get home. You don't look good at all," He says not listening to me at all.

"Go away. I will be fine." And of course, when I say that I trip. He grabs me before I fall to the ground. Well at least he is useful for something.

"No, and I am not listening to anything you have to say. I am helping you, and that's that." I weird feeling stirs in my stomach. I help thankful. I shouldn't, but I do.

I ignore the feeling. I sigh and roll my eyes. "Whatever"

On our way to my house, we try to stay out of the eye of the public. Which wasn't hard because no-one was out. Everyone in the community is scared because they know there is murders around here. And they obviously don't want to be messing with those type of people.

I am going to be a murderer tomorrow night. Is this how they view them? At least I won't have to put up with basic bitches. There is a lot of them around here. Most of my 'friends' are the typical ones.

When I think of my 'friends' I realise that I don't have any of them. They are only using me for popularity. Just so that they can have at least one boy to look at them. It's pathetic really. Who could possibly do that to someone? It is inhuman!

Tomorrow, I am going to be a murderer. Strangely I am okay with that. There is nothing left in my life to do, there is nothing I can accomplish! I not at all intelligent, I find it hard to even add. There is nothing in me to be special. Zayn must have saw that, and decided to do what he did.

And what he did was terrible. I feel worthless. I just want today to end, and for tomorrow to begin. I can finish off the man that caused me to cry myself to sleep. And after that I can finally have a conversation with Melanie, then hit her with this handy gun. Hopefully she suffers from brain damage. That would be great, to be honest.

"How do you feel?" The idiot that is trying to be cute asks me.

I look back at him and give him a death glare. "I feel fucking perfect. Can't complain at all! You're such an idiot, do you know that?"

He is taken aback by my outburst. But seriously what kind of a question was that? It's clear that I am not having a great day! I look like shit, I feel like shit. I keep thinking about how I have nothing, and that my friends aren't even really my friends. Like shut the fuck up and let me moan!

"You do realise I am helping you. Actually I am the only one helping you, Renee. But you fail to see it! I know you're hurting, Renee and I want to help you, but when you keep blocking me out of it, it's really hard to."

I look down to the ground. "I don't need help. I-I'm perfectly fine," I say in a whisper. I say it in a way that makes me want to believe it, but it's complete bullshit. My eyes begin to water, as we continue our way to my house.

He sighs. "You're very stubborn, strong headed. I know that, so I know you're talking complete crap. Whatever happened to you has taken such an impact on how you usually think of yourself. Can you please just tell me who done it?"

I can't cave in, I say to myself, I have fought so hard to keep in my feelings.

A tear slips down my cheek, and I know I've lost. He begs and begs for me to tell him. I cave in.

"Zayn Malik, you're best friend."

I stops walking, completely shocked. I continue to walk, my eyes going red from crying. I just did what I have been trying to prevent from happening for two years. I showed emotion. I am going to be the talk of the town. And for once, it's not going to be about something good, no it's going to be very bad. And I will possibly get killed if it gets spread around town. Whats the point of saying possibly? It will happen.

"What?! Why?"

"What do you mean 'why'?"

"Why did he do this?"

"I don't know, he just did it."

"Are you sure you don't want to go to the hospital?"

I look back to him, giving him a crazy look. "Are you fucking kidding me? If he did this to me, what do you think he would do if this got out to the town?! He'd kill me!"

It takes him a few seconds to respond. "But this is serious, Renee. If he raped you, then you should go to the police." I flinch at the word rape. Such a disgusting word.

"I didn't get raped!" I scream at him. I begin to walk a lot faster. Trying to get away from him. He knew too much, and knowing him he would tell everyone. My name, my legacy is going to be torn apart just because of I let someone see the true me. This will never happen again.

"Then what happened, Renee. Would you just tell!"

I turn around, and wait for him to catch up to me. I slap him right across the face. "Be at my house tomorrow at seven. And then we're finally done with each other."

Without looking at his reaction, I turn around and walk away from him. I am only one hundred meters away from my house, so I didn't have to walk far when I left him.

When I reached the house, I hide the gun in my yoga pants, hoping that the gun doesn't go off and shoot my vagina. I get my keys from my pocket, and open the door. I enter home, and lock the door behind me.

I walk to my room, and hide the gun in my drawer. Then, I hear something I didn't want to hear. My father's voice. It close as well!

"Renee, is that you?" What is he doing home! He should be cheating on my mother, or working. Either one of those two. Shit, this is bad. Very bad. If he sees me in this state, I am fucked and so is my life.

I jump when I hear his voice. His footsteps are evident, they clank off the wooden floor of our hall. The hall that has my rooms door the closes to the sitting room. Shit, he must be right beside my rooms door.

I act quickly, and run to the door. I lock it. It makes a loud noise, that I am sure he heard. The handle of the door moves, he does this repeatedly.

"Renee?"

I gulp. "Y-Yes."

"Unlock this door. Now"

a/n oh shit is going down! i am sorry if this is a short chapter, i have just been writing a lot, i think i just could write a 2k or 3k update which is weird that i have since this is a short story :')

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