Chasing Her // Z.M [2]

Chapter 1

Chasing Her / Chapter 1
Renee.

I sit on the side of my bed with a box once filled with tissues. The tears seem to fall endlessly, not thinking of stopping for another while. I must look like a wreck and that sounds weird. I'm always hot and good-looking. I put a hand through my hair. My hair is in knots and it's rough, not soft anymore. I cry even more at the fact that my life is a mess.

My mother and father are always away. Doing their own things. Do they ever think of their daughter? No, they don't because they have their life that I don't belong in. I was a mistake to them and it's hurts me to even say that through my mind. I'm a mess, a complete and outter mess.

The tears fall down quickly as I close my eyes, a sob leaving my chaped, dry lips. I bring a new tissue to my cheek and begin to wipe away at the tears. Soon the tissue is nothing but something wet.

I let out a heavy, shaky sigh. I need to do something. I can't spend the day crying about a retard leaving me, right? I can move on, my popularity won't plumet just because I got dumped. I won't, I'm too popular and well known for him to take me down.

As I say that in my head, I am reminded that Chance broke up with me. It wouldn't of happpened if someone by the name of Melanie didn't stick her nose into something that was perfect. Our relationship was perfect, I couldn't see anything wrong with it. I was enjoying myself with Chance and sure, I would've probably broken up with him this month, but it did help me get more recognized. It may have come at a price, the price of breaking his heart, but I got what I wanted out of it.

Popularity.

It's everything to me, I cannot live without been called or said hi to. I just can't. People need to know me, you know? It's the only way I can be happy. It's the only thing that makes me happy. I don't need a man nor a girl for that matter. I just need myself and maybe sometime, I'd need a boost in popularity, so I find someone popular enough to go out with.

It's a pretty easy life for me, but I don't know why I'm so sad and heartbroken. I didn't love him, but that doesn't mean I wouldn't miss him. He made me smile and laugh genuinly. I never had to fake a laugh for him. I missed laughed and enjoying myself.

I guess it's because he dumped me because Melanie Carton made me spill. Ugh, it seriously annoys me that I let out all of the secret to her! But I didn't know that Chance would've showed up, neither did Melanie.

"You need to stop thinking about it," I say to myself, a sigh leaving my lips. I open my eyes and get up from my tissued covered bed. I need to keep my mind busy, go for a jog or walk. Yeah, that'd do. It's not like my mother or father wants me anyways. They're probably both cheating on eachother, it's pathetic if I'm been honest.

I'm not going to go out like this. I obviously look like a wreck, so I begin to do my makeup. I decide I'm going to do my nude look and put on red lipstick. You gotta be ready for the boys. I wear my yoga pants and a white crop top. This will sure get the attention of the boys.

I take a deep breath and let it out. "Lets do this," I whisper to myself and exit my house and lock the door with my key. I put the key into my pocket and begin my walk.

The weather seems to have gotten colder throughout the day. It's no longer bright or sunny. No, it's cold and very grey and depressing. I hate when the weather is like this, but it means I can cool off after a nice jog.

I forget to bring my earphones so I decide to just walk and listen to what's around me. Birds sing songs that're not as beatiful as I thought. A small wind helps the leaves of trees to rustle. The sound of a dog barking and people talking are also evident. Pushing all those distractions aside, I begin to jog. Lets hope this can make me forget about her and him.

But during the jog, I'm stopped by this one guy that has intrigued me from the very start. Zayn Malik. I cannot pretend that I'm not scared of him, but he intrigues me. He stands a few meters in front of me. Is he waiting for me?

My answers are answered when he talks. "Renee, what has taken you so long?" He asks me with a frown.

I frown. "What do you mean?" I ask in utter confusion.

He laughs. "You finally dislike Chance and Melanie, right?

I guess he's waiting for me to say yes. Maybe I could be with him? That'd give me so much more recognization!

"Well, I've always hated that freak, but Chance? I fucking hate him!" I over exagurate with a smile.

A smirk appears on his face. "Great, because I need you for something." He says it as if it's dangerous. I don't know what I've gotten myself into!

A/N Guys do you wanna make me cry? I'm ranked #213 in Mystery/ Triller! God I love you, Beggers so much! Keep the voting and commenting up!

dedicated to an inspiration of mine.

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