Chasing Her // Z.M [2]

Chapter 11

Chasing Her / Chapter 11

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Darkness swallowed the town in which I lived in my whole life. The birds no longer singing their melancholic songs. Cars didn't fill the street. Not a person to be seen walking. 

This was my favorite time of the day. There was no one to annoy me about stupid things. I didn't have to deal with business unless it was serious. I could just relax and have a fag.

But lately I haven't had a chance to get some rest. This week was a constant headache. Ranging from payment issues, to idiotic people and finally to the end of something precious. 

I still can't quite comprehend what has happened this week. I think it will remain like this for years to come. You are just never ready to for the type of news I received. 

Family is and will remain the most important thing to me. Nothing will change that. Not a girl and definitely not an annoying bitch that thinks she helps. It's all her fault. How dare she say those things about me. Trying to make herself look good and make me out to be the villain.

I was done with that. I had always been one of the bad guys in this town. Me, as a member of the town, was considered a bad person. I don't think I have individual done bad to people. 

My last name used to hold heavy weight. A strong company for this town, that produced hundreds of jobs and brought tourists here. My family was truly a power horse for the town. 

Then things changed, and they changed slowly. First extreme change was hard to deal with, but I got over it gradually. The second and most recent one I can't cope with. I can't deal with it. 

Things are changing in my life too quickly, I am not even out of high school! I don't have my life sorted. I need to have it sorted for what I am supposed to take on. I can't do it.  

If it wasn't for that person, I would have been good. I could have just stayed neutral and continued what I was doing. Everyone seemed okay with that expect for that cunt.

Just a mention and I go crazy about what it caused. I am not going to say it's gender or name because it doesn't deserve my notice. That's what it strives on. That's what it truly wanted. I was truly stupid for falling for it.

I currently situate at a cheap hotel outside town, I am not going home. I am not ready for that, especially not this early. I constantly get images of the event.

 I close my eyes tightly and grunt when they show up again. "Get out of my head. Please leave my alone." I shout to myself. I grab my pillow tightly and scream into it, not exactly caring if anyone heard me. There is probably no one in this terrible hotel anyway.

I bite my lip, stopping it from trembling. My eyes already tightly shut, I feel tears slide down my cheek. Weaknesses are showing.

"Stop yourself." I continue to talk to myself. I try hard to suppress my emotions, but  there it is no use. No one is around. I hate being weak and showing my true emotions to anyone including  myself.

I wrap the blankets around my body close to me and snuggle my head into the crinkled blanket. I take two deep breaths and begin to control my breathing. I think of all the good things in my life, not much is good, but there is something good. Not good, it's amazing.

Truly my biggest light in life right now. I don't know if that is sad or precious.

My phone that is hanging for dear life, and needs a charge quickly, lights up telling me I have a message. It surprises me, I am supposed to be completely out of the know if that makes any sense. I have been through all the obvious messages I'd be getting after what happened.

I need you for something, I know you are mad at her. This could be a way of getting revenge.

Puzzled, I stare at the screen for a full minute. Who is this person? Before I could reply I get another message sent to me

Hey! Heard you were leaving that shitty place. If you need anything, make sure to let me know - k

I reply to the message. My phone buzzes yet again telling me I have a message from this mysterious person.

I know what you are up to. You won't be getting out this, you coward.

At that moment, I knew I had to do it. And I was possibly making the worst deicision of my life.

a/n ooohhhhh who is it?! honestly I don't really know who it is tbh lmao. It could be a number of people. I wrote it in a way that would cover everything that I have written about my characters so that it would be a complete surprise. Honestly hope I can pull this surprises off and that it will make sense *prays*

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