Zayan
I took a deep breath as I woke myself up for fajr my alarm had rang and this time Alhamdullilah I woke up
I've recently started finding my way back to Islam I did not really care I was practically a disbeliever until the day my uncle returned to Allah swt we had an accident I saw him die right in front my eyes I attended his jannazah and went for jummah after the Iman gave a perch that I'd never forget it made me realize death waits for no one and I should start working on my Deen since then I made a promise to myself to always strive to be on my Deen and I've felt peace I've never felt before
I prayed my fajr recited Surah Waqiah and headed to the gym with my freind Ahmed I met him in the mosque a year ago and since then we've been good freinds he always reminds me to be on my Deen and we go the mosque together
"ZAYAN" Ahmed was screaming he was panting for air I told him to calm down he was running because a dog was chasing him I laughed so hard my stomach hurt it was a tiny chiwawa
Ahmed you're such a baby I laughed cmon let's go we walked to the gym it was 6:00 it was peaceful walking to the gym it was 15 minutes away me and Ahmed walked so we could get our steps in
We finished I said my goodbye and headed home
Salam ummi she was putting bakhoor around the house I gave her a hug and she made me breakfast while I went to get ready for uni today was my first day I was studying business
I was born into a rich family Alhamdullilah but my dad still wanted me to go to uni to have a foundation of business before I ran his other companies .
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I arrived at school after my driver dropped me off I took a deep breath said my duas and stepped in , I headed to the office to get my lanyard and timetable then went ahead to find my class the uni was so big (well it is a university) .
Of course I lost my lanyard I probably left it in The reception . As I was heading out I opened the door at the same time with a lady she just stood there ,we were both-confused I couldn't tell if I was in her way or the other way round her eyes were really pretty oh shoot I was meant to be lowering my gaze ... she moved and I walked by well that was awkward.
I grabbed my lanyard from the reception as I was about to head off I saw my mom in a restaurant with another woman and a girl she seemed like my age I wouldn't have thought much of it but it seemed like she was getting to know them ..was she looking for a wife for me ?i told her I'd find one myself but in her words "you can't even iron your shirt how are you going to find a wife" I could iron my shirt it was just a burn she was blowing it out of proportion well maybe I was just over thinking I was already late to class
The class was full me and the professor stepped in at the same time ,there was only a seat left next to the weird interaction girl I wondered what her name was I didn't want to make it more awkward as she seemed really uncomfortable and he face was practically red even though she was brown it was noticeable,there weren't any other seats so I had to sit next to her
the teacher called out the register and her name was Aya and for my day to go any worse he said we had to be in groups with the people we were sitting next to and the other two were dating they literally couldn't get their hands off each other so that meant me an Aya would have to be a team I couldn't be in a team with a girl we would have to do projects alone and it was just haram so I told the teacher after to change my partner and the reason why I couldn't be with Aya
"Oh you must be muZlim" he said I hated it with my guys when non believer unnecessarily pronounced and I imaginary Z they put so much stress on it .
I headed to the mosque prayed zuhur and went home ,no one was home except the cleaners and the cook she prepared Warak 3nab I thanked her ate my food and headed to my room
scrolling on tiktok and all I kept seeing was this Muslim couple videos ughhh I wanted to get married so bad sometimes like I'd literally love her with my whole heart i loved love everything about how two people have feelings for each other was mind blowing how our prophet (s.a.w) stopped a whole army because to search for Aisha's( radiAllahuani )jewelry
It was time for asr and I prayed read Quran.I had enough of screen time today so I read atomic habits by James clear I had to better myself reach the highest version of myself to be perfect for my naseeb and in the eyes of Allah(s.w.t)
my mom must have arrived I heard her car in the driveway ,"Salam alaikum mama where have you been" she told me she went shopping which was lie cuz I saw her
"Mama I saw you in the restaurant with a woman and a lady the. She rolled her eyes and told me the truth she was searching for a wife I told her to leave it that I Wa only 23 I'll finish uni then we can't talk about marriage as much as I wanted to get married I wanted better myself first
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