My class one shots 💀

Blood and love (tessa x ashtyn)

Woman x woman

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Tessa would have no problem loving ashtyn if she wasnt a girl, ashtyn would have no problem loving tessa if she wasnt brooklyns cousin.

Tessa POV:
God, ashtyn was gorgeous. I wish i was her friend... but for some reason, i feel so much more. Ive wanted to be friends with people before, but not like this, not the way ive wanted ashtyn before.

These feelings are weird, its almost like i like her, but i know thats not the truth... right? Im straight, ive always been straight, ive never had feelings for a girl before so i dont get why that would change now. Especially for ashtyn, not that thats necessarily a bad thing, its just so weird that ever since she got to school my entire world veiw has shifted.

Tessa: "Hey aspyn...?"

Aspyn: "Hm?"

T: "i wanna talk to you about something..."

No one POV:
And thats all it took, for the next 20 minutes tessa unpacked everything she was feeling for ashtyn. She explained how shes never wanted to be closer to someone but at the same time never tell them that. She talked about how all she could think about every single day was ashtyn, how pretty she was, how bubbly she was, how ashtyn CONSUMED her thoughts.

As for aspyn, this was news she just didnt know how to tell tessa. News that there was so much more to tessas feeling than she thought she could feel. News that tessa just might "like like" a girl.

"tessa..." aspyn began, putting a hand on her shoulder, preparing herself to explain everything, "i think theres something you should hear... and you might not like it.."

Tessa had nothing against gay people, she knew many of them and was friends with plenty, it was the fact that she might ACTUALLY be gay that she never truly took into consideration. That fact wasnt just about to make itself at home, oh no, tessa wasnt ready to except that, especially not over one. singular. girl.

Ashtyn POV:
It was the fact that tessa was Brooklyn's cousin that put ashtyn so on gaurd. It was the fact brooklyn had hurt her so much as tessa just stood by that made her think that tessa didnt love her they way she did. It was the fact that tessa was the relative of the person that made her life a LIVING hell. And ashtyn, well ashtyn simply couldnt get over that fact.

Looking in the bathroom mirror before returning to class one thought had crossed her mind.

But why do i still want her more than anything?

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No one POV:
Sofie was gone that day and she sat right in between the 2. With her gone ashtyn had moved closer so she wouldnt be seperated from the group, so now she was right in front of tessa.

Tessa passed aspyn a side glance that had went unnoticed. It was clear she was alone in her scenario this time around. As much as she would kill to ask ashtyn if she liked her back she couldnt, at least not with brooklyn right behind her. She decided it would probably just be best to admire her from her seat. For now anyway... and maybe forever.

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During P.E. In the weight room tessa brought up all her thoughts again to aspyn. After the thought she put in over the last few days she came to the conclusion that she couldnt escape the truth nor the feelings that came with it. Yet, she still wasnt ready to except it.

A: "I get these are new feelings tessa, and you know im here to talk whenever."

T: "i know. This all just so... AHHH! I DONT GET ANY OF THIS. IT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE"

A: "and if im being honest, it never will. If you genuinely care about her you need to talk to her"

T: "BUT IM STRAIGHT. IVE ALWAYS BEEN STRAIGHT. THIS SHOULDNT ALL CHANGE OVER ONE GIRL. WHY COULDNT IT HAVE BEEN A GUY I FELL IN LOVE WITH."

A: "the thing is, you didnt. You can either tell her and be happy with HER. or you can move on and find someone else. It doesn't matter what you decide to do, the only difference it will make is who you end up loving at the end of the day. But what if you do move on just to fall in love with another girl? Then its all in vain right? So maybeeeeeee.... You should just tell ashtyn how you feel. I have the feeling you might actually like the response you get"

What tessa didnt know is that ashtyn had confided in aspyn a few days earlier about her feelings. Of course she also brought up the fact she despises that she feels this way and would rather feel this way about any other girl in the world.

Ashtyn: "It just makes everything so difficult, you know?"

Aspyn: "sure i guess... but if you REALLY love tessa, why does it matter what the fuck brooklyn thinks? Shes an asshole who thinks her opinion is the only thing keeping this world go round' and the only thing you hiding your feelings is doing is proving her right."

Something about that had made a clivk in ashtyns brain that made ger realize that tessa and brooklyn were two different people with two different personalities. Holding what brooklyn did against tessa wasnt fair and made her no better than the person she depised the most.

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It was only slightly later that the two were in the bathroom together. Both unaware of the others feelings and desires. Both unaware of the others situation. That of course only stopped them slightly as after only a few seconds ashtyn acted on impulse.

She turned to face tessa and grabbed her by the collar of her hoodie forcing her to face her. At that moment she pulled tessa in kissing her. Ashtyn used her free hand to guide tessa's down to her waist. After a moment she pulls away looking to tessa for any sign of unwanting, none there. Tessa took her hand that wasnt on ashtyns waist and put it behind her head pulling her in for another kiss as a response to ashtyns "question".

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1047 words
Didnt know exactly how to end this so yeeeahh 💀
Anyway this is for my pookie who wanted it done really bad 👍