Obsession Or Love?

10.Realisation

MANNAT'S POV

“When you like or love a guy, then he will be the most rebel man you have ever met”

This is what Ayushman is, like this guy always command me like get ready in ten mins, get ready in twenty mins and all, like why he is like this, and after confessing to him that I like him, why the hell I felt nervous whenever I was close to him, like it feels like he spells some kind of magic, or say black magic? But whatever it is, it seems very beautiful.

Thinking about him I got ready, wearing a plain white kurti with simple pink dupatta with minimal makeup as it is light lipstik and moisturizer with a simple pair of jutties. I went down only to witness him wearing black pants with a gray t-shirt with full sleeves, rolled up. That is flexing his veiny and tanned hands.

He looked at me, I went to him and said “why did you tell me to get ready at this time?”

“Nothing, I want you to come with me somewhere, just told tell your friend about this” he said, with wide eyes

“Ohh okay” I said

He hummed and move to the main door, and I followed him, We went at the main door and I found that a SUV is waiting for us, it is seeming just newly brought from the far, he went to the car and open the door for me and I sat in only to found that this is actually new, I looked at ayushman who is sitting in the driver seat I looked at him with surprise and curiosity in my eyes, he looked at me while wearing his seat belt.

“Yo..you bro..brought this n..now?” I fumbled as I can’t digest that he brought this luxury car now,

“Ohh this.. Yeah I bought this now” he said, casually.

“What?” I said loudly that it caused him to snap back.

“Don’t shout and yes I bought this car now because I want to explore whole Ooty with you, that’s why I brought this now”  he said as it's not a car it's an toffee,

I looked at him amusement but he cupped my face, his big, wide hand cover all part of my face, and his touch caused me shiver to my whole existence and it forced me to make my cheeked heat up and hand and feet cold down, with his touch I feel butterflies, goosebumps and fear, fear of getting affected, fear of getting attached, fear of liking someone and fear of getting Obsessed with someone who is out of your reach.

“Why did you buy this car?” I said this in slow voice,

“I bought this car because I want to roam around whole Ooty with you” he said, making my jaw drop and eyes widened in shock,

“What?” I said, in shock,
“Yeah, now I don’t want any argument just sit silently and enjoy the RIDE” he said, emphasizing the word Ride, that unknowingly made my cheeks blush, and made my mind to force unholy thoughts of..

“Don't go there” my subconscious scolded me.

I didn’t argue later, or say I am not in a condition of arguing, I was being a blushing mess, my mind was still stuck on word ride.

“We reached” his voice took me out of the loop of my own fictional world where I am the main lead and he is also….

I looked out of the window only to witness the top sight of Ooty, this is the top view which I have wanted to witness for years, and this view is ethereal, as if I am dreaming, or what.

I view of outside and I am still not believing that I am in dream, “let’s go”
A voice disturbed me in my thoughts, I looked in the direction of the voice where Ayushman is looking at me while unbuckling his seat belt.

I saw him with wide eyes, and amused looks and suddenly my voice left my throat, it's very uncommon.

“What happened?” he asked me when I didn’t reply to him

“Wow…wo..wow, y..you, ho..how do yoo..you know it's the place where I
want to come from years?” I said, fumbling at first  but then I gotta Okay,

“I know everything, Moon,” he said, smirking.

He said and went out while I am still processing what happen but suddenly he open the door of my side and give me his hand, I looked at him, he his shining in the sight of moon, I held his hand only to feel his warm hand on my cold hand, his hand is quite big..compares to me.

We reached to the hill, and there is the guardrails for security reasons, I went there and put my one hand on the  guardrails and looked at Ayushman who is looking at me, I smiled looking at him but he didn’t give me any emotion, instead he held my waist from behind with his one hand and his one hand on the rails.

His touch on the waist gives me goosebumps and an electrifying shock to my whole body. He touched me on my kurti but his touch is ripping my clothes away. It feels like there is no wall of cloth between his hand and my waist…If his touch here is so electrifying then what will happen if his hand will….

“So that you don't fall” his voice makes me out of the loop of my own fictional world. I looked at him and realized what I was thinking about him, thinking about us. That thought made my cheeks heat up and suddenly I started feeling all hot, everywhere.

“What?” I said, not understanding his words.

He looked at me and signed towards his hand on my waist and here now I again thinking the things I was thinking a minute ago,

“Ohh, that’s okay” I said, acting casually

After a few minutes of admiring the dreamy view that I have wanted to see since college freshman year. I got to see it now, finally. The view from here is just so beautiful, it’s light of the city is glowing and everything seems so small and tiny, moving lights of vehicles and and stir lights of houses and buildings, I was so mesmerized by the look that I haven’t notice that someone’s hot gaze is piercing through me

“Iss nazaare se khoobsurat kuch ho skta hai kya?”( Can anything be more beautiful than this view?) the words left through me, unknowingly.

“Yes” Ayushman said, looking at me with shining eyes.

He set fire to the world around him and never let the flame touch her

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