Changed Me

N I N E T E E N

Reminding you that it's still the day of Ariana's birthday...it's like 6pm now...

Edited...

Ariana...

Everything right now is really wrong. Sean's head is messed up, I have to deal with a little girl, Sean and I are running from a guy who flirted with me, I'm turning into a different person. Things are just never going to work out for me. My birthday is just going horrible. The worst thing was that night.

I was sitting in the bed waiting for Sean to come home. It was three in the morning and I was getting really worried. But then I heard the front door slam close. Someone was walking upstairs very slowly. I was getting scared and I just wanted it to stop.

The knob start turning and I was now getting curious. The door opened and it was Sean with a bottle in his hand. I sighed and got up. I took the bottle and I hugged him.

"You scared me,"

He pushed me off of him and I feel to the ground. "The fvck off of me! What the hell is wrong with you?"

"I'd ask you the same thing but I believe the answer is you're drunk!"

"Shut the fvck up! And give me my goddamn bottle!"

He took the bottle from me and drunk from it. Then he threw it on the floor and it shattered. Luckily I didn't get hurt. Hopefully I don't get hurt. I got up and grabbed his arm but then he grabbed my arm and start yelling at me.

"Why the fvck do you keep touching me!?"

"Sean, let me go!"

"My motherfvcking name is Big Sean!"

"I will never call you that!"

"Shut the fvck up!"

"Why would you go and get drunk!?"

He back handed me and again I feel on the floor. "You got me fvcked up! I run shit around here! I'm the motherfvcking boss!"

"You, you just hit me?"

"Shut the fvck up! Do you not understand english?! Damn!"

I got up and he started walking towards me as I was walking backwards. I finally came to a stop because I was at the door. He came so close to me and I finally decided to do something.

"Chris! Chris! Chris, he's hurting me!"

Sean slapped me again but this time I didn't fall. He grabbed me by my hair and dragged me to the bed. I started crying and screaming just hoping they'll hear me. The door opened and I was pretty much screaming thank you to God.

"Sean, get yo @ss off of her!"

Chris pulled him off of me and I got up. I stepped on a piece of glass and sat back on the bed. I pulled my feet up to me and looked at it.

"Ariana-"

"No! Stop! There's glass everywhere,"

"Okay, come on,"

Trey picked me up and carried me to Chris room. "Trust me, at night you don't want to be in my room," he laughed and sat me down on the bed. "Chris will be here in a minute,"

"Is he going to be okay?"

"Have you seen how small Sean is? Chris will be fine,"

"Trey, I'm talking about Sean,"

"Oh, is Sean going to be okay? Um, goodnight, red!" He walked out ignoring my question.

I looked at my foot and I was bleeding really bad. I wiped my face and tried to take the glass out. I flintched at the touch of my own hand and I moved back from it. I decided to leave it alone and wait for Chris.

He went out and got drunk? Why would he do that? He hit me! Why would he do that? Maybe he didn't mean to? I don't know!

Chris walked in but he was shirtless. He came in and went to his closet. "You have to sleep in here tonight he's really fvcked up. I'll sleep on the couch but promise you won't go in there tonight,"

"I promise, is he okay?"

"Um, sure," he said pulling out a cover. "Goodnight, red,"

"Wait!"

"Don't worry, I won't tell Sean you were checking me out,"

"Um, thanks but can you take this glass out of my foot?"

"Sure,"

That night was horrible! My foot was bleeding, my face was hurting, I got caught cheking another dude out. I just don't want him to drink again. That's why I made him promise.

Niall...

I was sitting in a room with August and his men. He was explaining to me to never touch his food.

"So, do you understand?"

"Um, sure, I guess?"

"Sure? You guess? Wanna get slapped?"

"Oh, is that the name of that new meat?"

"What? No! How the hell are you in a gang?"

"You'd be surprised by what I can do!"

"What the fvck ever! Get him the hell out of here!"

They pushed me out the room and I saw Chris down the hall. "Chris!"

"Man, where the hell ya been?"

"I got caught-"

"Stealing food?"

"Yeah,"

"Okay, where's Sean? We need to get the hell out of here,"

"I don't know, I'm still trying to figure out where the other guys are,"

"Who? Jai, Harry, Drake and Trey?"

"Yeah, because obviously Drake and Trey aren't here,"

"Man, lets go!"

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Okay, something is very different about my #wattpad but it's cool . Here go chapter 19 ! Hope you like it...

Today is also my sisters birthday...she turned 13 !

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