poems and night thoughts

nostalgia

I just completed my application for university
After all this time
It is finally becoming a reality
My mother is sad
I can tell by the way she hugs me
She doesn't let go as fast as she did
She takes her time
Like she is devouring the moment
I am glad for that
Because I do it too
It is all coming to an end
The end of an era
I don't want to grow up
I am scared of growing up
What am I going to do everyday for the rest of my life?
Who am I going to come home to?
Who is going to be there to hug me when I need it?
No one
Only nostalgia
And a glass of wine