Indrajala:-Destruction began when the path to another world opened

chapter 39

Anya POV

As soon as Valencio finished explaining, i left,  I left from there , finding earthquake , I mean prithvik everywhere.  I don't know how I will talk to him but I'll no matter what, a few days ago I was desperate to prove my innocence and leave from here, but now the thought of leaving , it makes my heart ache, there's an unknown pain which makes me breathless. I think I'm getting attached to this place.

I was searching for him and when I found him , i immediately knew he cried , the way his blue eyes are red , and looked a little puffy, I knew cried. I dragged him up to the tree  to talk but we bickered and when he back hugged me , i didn't resist either, if he is finding it comforting then , it's okay I'll let him bcz i don't know how else to comfort him .

"You are not offering to leave kitten!!"  He said, I can feel his breath on my crook , he held me more tightly . god !! earthquake!!! Don't hold me like this , I won't be able to talk, it's making my knees weak . When he didn't get my reply, he loosen his hold and let me go , i turned to him , unexpectedly disappointed from the lack of his touch .

" I'm sorry!- " he started but i interrupted him .

" It's ok!! I understand that you have reason that you didn't say anything before this !!" It slipped from my tongue , he looked at me , confused , is he not apologizing for not telling us the truth??? ..

" No !! I mean that too !! But I' - I was saying sorry bcz i hugged you without permission!!" He said , visibly nervous about it , and making me embarrassed about what I said , we both awkwardly stared at each other  After sometime he chuckled and shook his head and got closer to me.

" Kitten!! Just be yourself!!!" He said and poked my forehead. " It's enough that you are here , when I fucked up everything " he said .

" Hey !! You didn't fucked up everything!! I'm sure you had your reasons!! " I assured him that , as I can't even imagine how much it must have hurt when he got to know it was his father who killed his mother and bhabi .

" I - Riya bhabi was trying to tell me !! I should have looked at it !! When dad  gave me that letter instead of being suspicious about mourya uncle , i should have suspected him !!" He says as he got teary, making my heart ache . I cupped his cheeks and made him look at me , i shouldn't have done it but it felt right.

" It's not your fault , you would have never thought that it's your father for obvious reasons!! "

" I hurt you " he said

" You  had your reasons , and you saved my life by doing that "

" It could have been handled better!! It's not an excuse that I hurt you!! Nothing can justify my actions!!" He  says

" Don't be Harsh on yourself!!" It slipped from my mouth, He took deep breath, and tears started falling from his eyes , did I make him cry ??!!

" Earthquake!! Don't be harsh on yourself, what you have done is because you thought it's a good idea and didn't know better, so there's no need to be guilty thinking about it now . " I tried to comfort him . When I'm really bad at it and he is literally breaking down in front of me .

" Valencio and i made a pact ! He is not as good as you think!! " He said as he is sobbing, this is not time to discuss it , so I didn't let him .

i cupped his cheeks and hugged him, as it felt right  at that moment. He reciprocated with it and warped his hands around my waist , pulling me closer as he put his head on my crook while sobbing.  I patted his back with soft motion.

He cried on my shoulder , and it felt like an eternity but in a good way , i wanted him as close as possible to me , I want to protect him which I'm incapable of, I wish I could take away the sorrows from him , and turn the time back , a selfish thought of not being able to meet him bcz that incident didn't happened made my heart ache , i shook off these thoughts. After Sometimes he calmed down. We sat on the branch of the tree after that.