Kamijirou Oneshots

Surrender 🔥

(Requested by Chargebolt212)

Concept: Mature content ahead. T/W: mentions of self-harm. Third year Kaminari and Jirou both have some unspoken feelings for each other. As they're preparing for the school festival, Jirou is upset with Kaminari and avoids him for weeks. One night, they get into another argument, but things take a turn, and their feelings for each other get the best of them

(Kaminari's POV)

"Let's run it one more time, and then we'll call it a night. Count us in, Bakugo."

Bakugo hit his drum sticks together to start the song. I tried to focus, but I couldn't stop glancing at Jirou as she sang and played along.

She won't even look at me.

It's been like this for weeks, and I have no idea why.

She won't even critique my playing. She has feedback for the rest of the band, but she won't say anything to me, even I purposely mess up.

I tried to talk to her, but she's been avoiding me.

I asked her about it last week.

"Jirou, can we talk?"

"About what?" She folded her arms.

"Did I do something wrong? Why are you ignoring me?"

She rolled her eyes, "You really hurt me, Kaminari."

"What-"

With that, she walked away. That was it.

I hurt her? How?

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I don't know how long this is gonna last, but I hope it ends soon. It's so awkward between us, I hate it. It doesn't help that we sit next to each other in class and share the same friends.

I've always liked Jirou. Maybe even something more than that. I don't know what to do.

I tried asking some of the other girls about it.

"Hey, Mina?"

"What's up, Kaminari?"

"Do you...happen to know why Jirou's ignoring me?"

She looked like she was hesitant to tell me.

"Please, Mina. This is killing me. I don't know what else to do."

She sighs, "Do you remember when we were talking about ideal types and stuff like that?"

"Uh, I think so?"

"Jirou was trying to say something to you, and you insulted her. You insulted her body."

Crap. I guess I did do that. Recalling the conversation, it just slipped my mind. I had no idea it hurt her that much.

"I hurt her feelings once, but she used to make fun of me all the time." I retort, "It doesn't make sense."

"She's super insecure about that stuff, Kaminari. It was so bad, she was hurting herself when we were first years. You had no idea because she only ever told the girls about it."

I suddenly felt like a huge jerk.

I need to talk to her.

(Third Person POV)

"Are you sure you don't need any help, Jirou?"

"I got it, you guys. Thanks, though."

All the band members left Jirou in the common area to pack up after practice. All of them, except for Kaminari. He waited until the two of them were alone to speak up.