Shirabu wakes up, he feels like he was falling and he gasps, he wakes up in Semis bed but he doesn't see Semi.
He stands up, feeling very slumped as he drags his legs out into the hall way shouting out weakly.
"Semi.?? Hello? Semii..?"
Shirabu continues to walk down the hall and he sees semi passed out with a bottle of pills in his hand, he starts to shake Semi, he cries for a second as he doesnt wake up, he then proceeds to pick up his phone and as he does he hears a faint voice.
"Kenji?.. Im just chillin..relax" Shirabus eyes widen, he doesnt know what had gotten over him, he walks back over to Semi and lays his head onto his lap, Semi makes an inebriated smile and caresses his face.
"So pretty..." His thumb slides up and down slowly over his cheeks and then slide down pulling his lip before kissing him, Shirabu kisses back but he cant help but feel excited, he sits up and gets onto his lap and murmurs.
"You're weird for a boy like you." this made Semi pull back and raise an eyebrow.
"And how is this Shirabu?"Shirabu shrugs and continues to kiss Semi, after awhile Semi breaks apart the kiss. "Why do you stick around?"his voice sounding soft and gentle.
Shirabu cant find a response, he feels Semi shake his arm. "Speak?"
Shirabu bites his lip "Im not sure Eita." Semi doesnt say anything, he just pushes Shirabu off him, he paces back and fourth across the livingroom.
"Semi? W-whats wrong?" Shirabu doesnt get a word from him besides angry huffs, but then he stops and looks at Shirabu.
"I treat you nice bitch." he points in Shirabu direction causing Shirabu to jerk backwards more into the couch.
"I-i know Eita.. W-what is wrong..?" he stands up , but not walking closer to Semi,
"Whats wrong with you?! You're acting like i dont like you dumbass!" Shirabu rubs the back of his neck, he knows how he can ignore others feelings even if he feels the same way.
"Im sorry Eita..just calm down we can talk about something els-" before Shirabu could even speak, Semi pops him in the cheek with the back of his hand.
Shirabu holds his cheek, looking at the ground between of Semi and him.
"There is no talking, what i say goes when youre with me." He says sitting down onto the couch behind shirabu, he pats on the spot right next to him and shirabu slowly sits down cautiously, slightly scared from the smack Semi just inflicted.
Semi grabs the remote and turns on the tv.
All Shirabu can think about how Semis behavor drastically changed in less than 2 minutes. He was scared from how fast Semi would act to hit him.
Semis hand moves to Shirabus thigh, he rubs Shirabus thigh, making Shirabu nervous, scared that he would inflict some sort of pain onto him again.
After 4 minutes of his hand on his thigh, he forgets all about it when the show starts getting interesting, but all of the sudden shirabu feels four sharp finger nails dig into his left thigh , he yelps in pain, he looks up at semi as he grins at the pained boy.
"S-semi..! s-stop..! that h-hurts..!" he cries out , not wanting to yell loudly, Semi lets go and Shirabu presses onto the damaged skin on his leg, cursing under his breath, Semi picks his head up by wrapping his hand around Shirabus neck.
"Shut up." He grips onto Shirabus neck harder, causing Shirabu to hit semis hand and choke, Semi lets go and looks back at the tv, his hand caressing his thigh. Shirabu is slightly coughing and terrified of what Semi just did, but he chooses to still sit there.
The look on Semis face when he was digging his nails into his skin replays in Shirabus mind, he doesnt know if he liked it or if it made him sick, he was starting to maybe think something was wrong with Semi.
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Semi gets up after 30 minutes of watching TV and starts rolling up 5 blunts and comes back into the livingroom where Shirabu was sitting quietly still watching TV, He hands shirabu a blunt and a lighter, Semi watches as Shirabu sparks his up before doing the same, they smoke and talk togther about random things, Shirabu always forgetting about the bad things Semi does when he gets lost into his beautiful eyes. He finds them hypnotic or unreal.
They get high all night until Shirabus phone starts ringing, its his mom, he looks at Semi and he shakes his head.
"She isn't important right now." he takes Shirabus phone and stuffs it into his pocket, he wanted to answer the phone but there was no chance is trying to get his phone back, all he could do was sit there and get high with Semi.
Semi and Shirabu continue talking about dumb stuff or even secretive stuff. Shirabu found himself sharing every little information about himself to Semi, even the embarrassing things, Semi would rarely talk about his parents or his relationship, he would mostly talk about his friends or things he sees on television or social media, Shirabu finally clears his throat and asks.. "Soo where's your parents?"
Semi looks around the room and bites his lip, his eyebrows slightly furrowing.
"Well they kinda dont like me, but thats besides the point, they think im a druggie" Shirabu believes Semi, but he doesnt say it.
"Oh well that sucks, youre always welcomed at my house" He is lying straight out of his teeth, he knows Semi made a bad impression with Shirabus father and if his mom finds out Semi is the reason he wasnt answering the phone for hours she will definitely not like him, but he shrugs it off.
"Well thank you my love" he gives him a cheesy smile before sparking up another blunt.
Shirabu gives him a fake smile before pulling out a pill bottle from his pocket, Semi eyes Shirabu,hiding his smirk as Shirabu pops two and shoves the bottle into his pocket.
"Well well well, looks like someone is a big boy now" he sarcastically says and Shirabu rolls his eyes.
"They make me feel better, shush up"
Semi laughs at Shirabu
"Soon youre gonna be needin them" Semi says sounding serious, but shirabu brushes it off not understanding what Semi meant by "Needing them" but he shrugs and continues to talk with semi until sunrise.
Semi points out that the sun is rising and Shirabu is shocked, but he also isnt worried because of the drugs.
"Time for bed Shira" He picks up Shirabu off the floor he has been laying down on for over 3 hours and takes Shirabu to his room and places him gently onto the bed and then lays down next to him and their legs intertwining as they get comfortable falling asleep in eachothers embrace.
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Fragile Tears(SemiShira)
Fanfiction"I can't feel anything but i feel everything. He gave it to me, so i took it." Shirabu starts off his first year in highschool in Shiratorzawa Academy, he meets a boy that changes his whole life. The boy has alot of bad habits and Shirabu picks them...
