"quitting"

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Shirabu wakes up to his mom shaking him awake.

"KENJI! KENJIRŌ!" Thats when Shirabus eyes slowly started opening. He can see his mothers eyes filled with tears and he rubs his eyes in confusion.

"W-why are you cryin mom?" He slowly sits up, his voice slurring.

"You wouldnt wake up and i couldnt hear you breathing! but youre okay, you had just scared me."

Shirabu is confused on why his mom would even be in his room trying to wake him up in the first place, he scratches the back of his neck and sits back onto his headboard.

"So what did you need Mom?" He asks lowly.

His mother stands up and wipes her long wispy church skirt and says "Youve been sleeping since yesterday." Shirabus eyes widen, he looks over at his clock and it reads '6:52 pm' Shirabu immediately picks up his phone and sees Semis a 'million' messages and missed called and gets up and starts putting his socks and shoes on.

Shirabus mom is in shock at his sudden actions, "Kenjirō baby where are you going?" she says, following him around the room as he gets ready to go run to Semis house.

"Going to a friends." He says as he grabs his bag, calls Semi and runs out the house, his mother following him out to the porch, worried and scared not believing Shirabu one bit.

"Shirabu! Where are you going! HEY! MISTER GET BACK-.. what is wrong with him now.." she says to herself feeling like she is missing something.

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Shirabu runs to a park where Semi told to meet him, he sees Semi angrily walking towards him, he doesnt realize he is angry and walks up to him explaing and smiling, Semi immediately slaps him when he is close enough to him.

"WHY THE FUCK WERENT YOU ANSWERING? ARE YOU DEMENTED?!" Shirabu stands there, caught off guard and in pain from the stinging slap Semi inflicted on him.

"N-no im sorry.. the pills that you gave me, they made me sleep all day and night..im sorry Semi!" Shirabu quickly explains why he wasnt answering, Semi sighs and quickly changes his expression.

"You couldve said that before i hit you." He crosses his arms.

Shirabu furrows his eyebrows, "Youre the one who didnt me explain Semi."
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The two end up driving to Semis house, they get inside Semis dark lonely house kick their shoes back and listen to music.

Semi pulls out a small bottle of fentanyl, Shirabu recognizes from the night before. "isnt that the fent?"

Semi nods, handing him a spoon and the small bottle, shirabu dumps a few drops onto the spoon, Semi stops him "Thats alot Shirabu, but if you insist." Shirabu doesnt want to come off as a 'puss' so he slowly puts the spoon up to his mouth and eats it like its soup, the bitter taste of it lingers in Shirabus mouth and throat,making him gag.

He immediately starts feeling sleepy and slumped, he rubs his eyes and his whole body starts shutting down, he slumps onto the couch, his head laying on the arm rest, Shirabu looks into Semis eyes as Semi watches him slump out.

Semi picks him up and sets him on his lap, "Youre so pretty like this Kenjirō." Shirabu wanted to punch Semi when he said that, but he was so slumped all he could do was mumble, at the moment it didnt even register why Semi gave him the fentanyl.

Semi hand starts rubbing Shirabus inner thigh,he squeezes, Shirabu not understanding what he is doing, he continues to keep his head on his shoulder, Semi lifts his chin and Shirabus half lidded eyes start flutters slowly, he can tell he might pass out, he starts kissing Shirabus neck and sucking, leaving hickeys.

Shirabu lets out short soft whimpers, slightly holding onto his black rough leather jacket.

This lasted about 12 minutes until Shirabu completely blacks out.

Semi brings him to his bed and sets him down, admiring him before starting the shower and getting in, he starts to wash his hair as he hears someone knocking on his door, he gets out and wraps a towel around his waist.

He walks to the front door and his friend is standing there, Tendo Satori. "Yooo yooo yooo Semiiisemiii~!" He lets himself in.

"God i regret giving you my address.. what can i help you with on this fine night Tendo?" Semi says not sounding interested in whatever he is about to say.

"Nothinggg just wondering why you and Shirabu hasnt been at practice." Semi internally smirks sickenly.

"You can tell Ushijima he is quitting. He said volleyball isnt for him anymore." Semi lies, not wanting Tendo to ask anymore questions.

But Tendo looks shocked "Quitting?! The boy always used to talk about how volleyball made him a better person and on how he loves it so much!" Tendo genuinely sounded shocked

"People change tendo.. just like how i need to change into clothes.. so can you please get the hell out of my house Tendo." he says annoyed and jokingly.

"Fine fine ! Bye bye Semi semiii~!" Tendo finally leaves and he takes a deep breath, he doesn't know why he told Tendo that Shirabu wanted to quit, he just wanted controll over Shirabu.

He walks back into his bedroom and looks at shirabu and smiles to himsefl before putting clothes on and laying next to him, he plants a soft kiss on his forehead and stares at him until he slowly drifts off to sleep.

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(Dawg idk why most of my parts end w sleeping, womp wompp womppp 🎺🎺🎺)

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