After 30 minutes of Shirabu hitting his thc disposable vape he realizes how fucked up he feels but he cant help but slump onto the floor, his legs spread out, his torso twisted so he can lay his head down facing the wall.
A knock on Shirabu hears a knock on his window, he slightly jumps up into a crisscrossing sitting position, the knock happens again and he crawls to the window.
He opens this curtains and sees Semi, he covers his mouth, his eyes gazes at him as Semi signals to open the window by tapping.
Shirabu stumbles up and unlocks his window and uses his jelly weak arms to open it, Semi climbs through and stands infront of Shirabu.
"You know im mad at you." Semi says crossing his arms at him, Shirabu nods as his eyes slightly flutter close due to the amount of xanax he had taken over 50 minutes ago.
Semi lifts Shirabus chin with his index finger
"Are you high?" Semi says smirking and kneels down as if he was a kid.
Shirabu nods "Ye-eah" his voice slurring and he tries his hardest to keep his gaze onto Semis face but his eyeballs couldnt stay in "place". It made his head hurt when his eyes wouldnt focus but he just rubbed them and squinted.
Semi noticed this "Its irration Shirabu—,did you take xanny?" Semi says before grabbing his hand and kissing it. Shirabu pulls his hand away and that makes Semi irritated, Semi stands up and grabs Shirabus wrist.
"Why did you pull your hand away? hm?!" He says as he keeps squeezing harder around Shirabus wrists, this causes Shirabu to flinch and whine.
"I—dont knoow! im sorry!" His voice slurring and sounding pained, he keeps on pulling away until his grip loosens but he doesnt let go, his gaze falls infront of Semis black thick timberland boots, Semis other hand snaps infront of Shirabus face to get his attention and it works.
"Why are you acting like a little bitch?" His voice sounding blatantly rude and disrespectful.
Shirabu shakes his head "Im nottt!" Semi can tell he felt offended, he laughs at Shirabus 'comeback'.
"oh wow definitely not" he lets go of Shirabus wrist and pushes him down onto the bed, he straddles him, he starts to choke him. Shirabus eyes widen, he grasps onto Semis wrist with both his hands, Semis grip gets stronger and tighter, Shirabu digs his nails into Semis thick rough skin and Semi stops choking him and slaps him.
"Dont touch me bitch" He gets off of him and lays next to him,he wraps his arms around Shirabu who is at a loss of words and is on the verge of crying.
he digs his head into Semis chest, trying to find himself somewhat comfortable with him.
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Semi gets up and Shirabu watches him, Semi grabs his bag and pulls out a cigarette pack and walks over to Shirabus window and lights one, he blows the smoke out the window, Shirabu gets up and stumbles over next to Semi, he looks at Semi who is looking at him and Shirabu says "Can i have o-ne? Semi nods and hands Shirabu the pack and lighter and Shirabu mimicks Semis actions to light it.
He takes a drag from the cigarette and blows it out the window, he likes the buzz feeling it gives him, he looked at Semi who as looking out the window into the neighborhood and he looks with him.
Shirabu felt safe at this moment, he'll never forget smoking cigarettes out the window with Semi.
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Shirabu and semi are sitting on the bed and Shirabu begins to drift off to sleep, Semi realizes he is falling asleep.
Once Shirabu is asleep Semi starts packing his shit up and leaves throughout the window without making a sound. He doesnt know why he left, he just did
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Fragile Tears(SemiShira)
Fanfiction"I can't feel anything but i feel everything. He gave it to me, so i took it." Shirabu starts off his first year in highschool in Shiratorzawa Academy, he meets a boy that changes his whole life. The boy has alot of bad habits and Shirabu picks them...
