Shirabu wakes up first, he feels slightly sick and has little memory of last night,but all he can feel is a heavy weight holding him down. He turns his head to see Semi sleeping peacefully next to him, He shakes him.
"Semi.. Semi..wake up" He shakes him multiple times before Semi opens his eyes and smiles and lets go of shirabu. "Good morning Shirabu, did you have fun last night?". Shirabu looks at him with shock "DID WE FUCK?!" Semi lets out a tired laugh, "Boy what? No, we just got high dumbass!" Shirabu rubs his eyes and think about what he took, his nose drips and he realizes he snorted something . "What did i take?" Semi smiles "You just smoked a blunt and did some coke lines" Shirabus eyed widen but he quickly calms back down when he has a weird feeling, like is missing something.
Semi gets up and changes his shirt and pants, Shirabu looks at him, "yo.. can i borrow some clothes?" Semi laughs and nods handing him some big sweatpants and a baggy white t "I forgot we didnt stop at ya house"
"Yeah thanks.." Shirabu walks into the bathroom in Semis room and continues to get dressed and ready for school. After they eat and finish getting ready, they get into semis car and semi pulls out a bottle of white rectangular pills and dumps 4 out in his hands and swallows them. "w-wha is that Semi?"
Once he swallows the pills he looks at shirabu and says "Its Xanax bars , you want one? They make you calm" Shirabu nods and semi hands him a xanax bar and Shirabu takes it, Semi starts his car and starts driving, the pills hit semi and he sits back and not long shirabu starts feeling it too, the feeling of slumpiness and calmness washes over him, his eyes half lidded once they arrive to the school.
They split up for classes and shirabu puts on his headphones and starts looking for songs that semi showed him.
Shirabu finds a song title that he feels like he remembers, 'Giving girls Cocaine By Lil Peep', he gets into class, he slightly stumbles into chair, Taichi, his friend looks at him and he can tell something is off.
"Yo Shira? You good dude?" Shirabus head flops towards Taichis direction
"Hmm? ooH yeah im goood" his words slurring, Taichi knows something is wrong because he hasnt seen Shirabu act like this ever. Shirabu ends up sleeping or slumping out for the whole class period, the bell rings and Taichi has to shake him aggressively to wake him up. "Dude.. are you sure youre good..?"
Shirabu gets offended snd says "gett away stop asking me"his voice slurring even worse, he walks away,high out of his mind he is walking down the hall way and someone comes from behind him and grabs his shoulder and he spins around, instead he sees semi and he grins
"Semiiiiiii" his voice slurring
"You sound and look messed up. I shouldve gaven you half, dammit, lets get you somewhere private" Semi takes shirabu to a empty spot on the rooftop with no cameras, he sets shirabu onto the floor and takes out his vape and looks at shirabu "Can you even walk in a straight line?" Shirabu looks at semi and laughs "haaa of course i cannn" he stands up and wobbles but plops back down.
Semi frustratingly face palms his hand "Dammit Shirabu, we have volleybalk practice afterschool, I guess youre gonna have to skip it if you dont come down soon enough." Shirabu furrows his eyebrows "whatss a come down??" he says confused.
"A come down is when the drugs wear off, sometimes it doesnt feel so good or you dont react so good" Semi says as he leans back on the rooftop gate and exhaling smoke from his vape.
Shirabu nods, they continue talking for a whole class period , forgetting they are still in school, they smoke off semis weed pen and then the Lunch Bell rings they get up to go get lunch.
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After they get lunch they sit in the cafeteria and Tendou,Ushijima and Taichi come up to Semi and Shirabu
"Semii semiiii~" Tendous highpitch voice can be heard from miles away, Semis head snaps up and he sips out of his juice box, Shirabu so high and focused on his food to even acknowledge them, Taichi keeps his eye on Shirabu the whole time Tendo and Semi talk and Semi notices. "Taichi, you have a crush or sum?" Taichi looks at Semi confused, "Yo what?" Taichi says sounding slight like defensive, Tendou and Ushijima go quiet as Semi starts accusing Taichi "Well youre lookin mad hard at Shirabu like you wanna kiss him" Shirabu hears his name and looks up, his mouth stuffed with food and his eyes half-lidded and he mutters "Humh?"
Taichi and Semi go back and fourth and Ushijima ends up shutting them up by threatening with laps during practice and they stop. After lunch Semi follows Shirabu to his locker and asks "Wanna ditch" Shirabu still high and under the influence he agrees, not worried about his attendance or the school calling his parents.
They leave the school, sitting in semis car for about 20 minutes smoking a blunt and then driving around as they listen to Lil Peep, they talk about a bunch of dumb shit until Shirabu notices he starts feeling back to 'Normal' now but also having a feeling of anxiousness and anxiety, he goes quiet and fidgets, Semi notices.
"You good shirabu?" He turns his head to Shirabu looking him up and down
"Yeah .. im just feeling.. me again." he says sounding disappointed, semi smirks "Its called Sober.
" Shirabu looks up confused "Soberer?"
Shirabu tries to repeat, Semi laughs out "No haha! Suh-Oh-Ber, Sober, thats what youre feeling right now, you need a relaxer again."
Semi pulls over his car into a gas station and pulls out a fake id, he winks and walks into the store and not even 6 minutes later he enters out with 4 bags and hands Shirabu a Big Pink bottle.
"Drink it, itll make you feel good" Semi says, Shirabu nods and opens the bottle and smells it, he smells ir and it smells like rubbing alcohol and juice mixed together, he makes a disgusting face and then looks at Semi, Semi signals him to go on and thats what he does..........
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Fragile Tears(SemiShira)
Fanfiction"I can't feel anything but i feel everything. He gave it to me, so i took it." Shirabu starts off his first year in highschool in Shiratorzawa Academy, he meets a boy that changes his whole life. The boy has alot of bad habits and Shirabu picks them...
