The Lost Wolf

Four ~The Trip!

Alya's POV

Last night was a breath of fresh air, a reminder of life before the Fae. I've realized that not everything has to change because I've discovered something new about myself. Yes, my new journey will be filled with differences, but I'm excited to embrace the journey! Bring it on, world. I can't wait to see what's to come!

I got myself ready in a casual denim fit and put my hair into braids.

(I don't know what we'll do, but I know we'll enjoy ourselves. I can't wait to see what Stella has planned!)

I left my room with a bag of clothes for a few days and a swimsuit! I locked my door and headed to my mom's office; when I walked in, the room was empty, leaving me in my thoughts.

(I haven't talked to my parents that much since I learned I'm Fae; we've only spoken briefly as we pass each other in the halls. I'm still trying to figure out how to start a conversation with them again. Stella said they knew about the Fae, but what if they didn't see me the same way anymore? They are helping out Fae, so that's a good sign. Ugh, why am I so worried about their thoughts?)

As my thoughts ended in a question, my mother walked into the room. She was surprised to see me, "Oh, hey! Ayla, I know we haven't talked much since your birthday. I've meant to tell you I'm sorry we didn't tell you about the Fae."

I then realized that she'd also been worried, not for the same reasons but because of the same feelings.

My mother continued, "When we found out, we decided to let you enjoy your time with some peace before you jump into a new world with loads of new things—things James and I know nothing about. In all honesty, we were scared. No, we are afraid of this new world we don't know anything about and of our inability to protect you from the unknown."

I tried to ease my mom's worries, "Aw, Mom, you guys don't need to protect me. I have Stella, and I have my wolf." She said, "I know that." Then she looked down at my neck, and with worry, she said, "Wait, what happened to the necklace?" I spoke with irritation, "To put it short, the Queen lied about it."

My mother was clearly frightened by this new world I'm part of, and she voiced her worries. "It was supposed to let you have control over when your wolf can come out without you having that—" I walked over to my mom, hugging her as I interrupted her, my voice steady and full of empathy, "Mom, calm down. It will be okay," I reassured her, trying to ease her fears.

My mom apologized, "I'm sorry for overwhelming you with my worries." I tighten my hug, saying, "It's okay; it shows you care."

Delphine Thoughts -- Ayla's Mom

She has grown up well; I'm thankful for her.

Ayla's POV

Then I told my mom about the trip that Stella was taking me on. She seemed happy, but I could tell that she was still worried. I hope to find a way for her to worry less.

I headed out to the rose bush garden.

My mother's mention of the necklaces consumed my mind. The Light Queen had said the neckless would grant me control over my transformation, but the Dark Queen said the neckless was for tracking and influencing me. I was left pondering, trying to discern the truth.