I'll Love You Always.

Meet the Clarks

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this chap is a description about Theresa's life and what's going on n shi so yah 

MMMMKAYYYYY 

BYEEEE

It's 4:00 I finished my shift an hour ago. I didn't get fired tonight by the skin of my teeth. Stan - the manager - knew I was missing from the diner, since all the staff were saying different things.  I mean I thought my mood was already killed from the shelter but boy was I wrong. This man really kept me back 30 minutes after my shift to clean. Then I'm about to leave and slimy Stan comes up to me and tells me we need to have a talk about where I fit in with this team and how I can improve and blah, blah, blah.

I'm waiting on the bus to the trailer park, and its cold as hell. I can't wait to get out of the D. I really hate it here, and I guess its just hard with only Tommy and I at home. Ok look I don't mean to be a complete drama queen but it really is just the two of us and it really is hard. I work a whole 24 hours on Tuesdays and work every weekday so I can spoil him. It's been like this since I was 16. I'm not complaining though. I love Tommy with every bone in my body and all I want is to give him the life that I never got, and if that means having no life - oh well.

Mama got pregnant with Tommy when I was 16. Those 9 months Mama was never without a smile. She was always dancing around and laughing every day. Hell even Denny the Deadbeat Dad smiled and stopped drinking. Then Tommy was born, and Mama died that day. The doctors told us they had to make a choice between the two of them and thought it was best that they saved Tommy due to something about her being unresponsive during labor. Mama was buried 3 days later and it was like dad died too. He started drinking heavy and doing drugs. The worst part is the idiot actually thought it was fine to leave his Coke out even if Tommy could get into it. His response; "he's fine he doesn't know what that is, calm the fuck down dumbass."

I haven't seen Dennis in half a year now, so he's bound to show up sometime soon. This usually happens. He disappears for 8 months to a year then comes back tries to convince me to let him sleep in the trailer resulting in me and Jimmy having to kick him out. When Dennis came back last time he got violent and tried to get me to give my money. Jimmy called future down and the three of them got into a fight. I don't even call him dad, I haven't since I was 16. It was too painful, because then I had to deal with the fact that to him me and Tommy didn't matter enough. 

Damn I do a lot of talking, I'm home already and it takes 30 mins. It's 4:45 now, and I'm exhausted I'm so happy I have no work the weekends, I'm exhausted. The trailer park looks nice tonight. Probably because I have no sleep and also the fact that the gang kids are in bed - which i should be in right now. Or else I'm gonna be snappy tomorrow, well technically today. Okay enough talking time for sleeping.

I open the door and step into the trailer. It's small but I don't mind. Tommy's across the street staying with the babysitter. I can't stand the woman but it's better than Tommy crying in the dark so yeah. I'm so relieved I get the bed to my self tonight, I really need it. It's already 5:15 the sun is even rising ugh and i have to pick up Tommy at 9 damn it. I'm not moving from this bed for the time being so I guess I'm sleeping in my jeans oh well, that's an issue for later.