I stood there looking at the many graves looking for any sign that indicated the family I was looking for; Theresa,Temekov,Tessman there it was the one family I was looking for. I had flowers in my hand and my emotions flooded out as I looked at the names and memorized them; David Tessman beloved father of 4 and husband to Tatiana Tessman whom had been married to each other for 25 years. And I continued down the long list of names finding Sarah's siblings, Mila,Irina,and Viktoria Tessman who were all too young when they passed away at the young age of 9 years old as per what the tombstone said. I had memories flush back to the night of January 9 when the invasion began on Andollia, and how he had been used to bomb Skewekzy. He followed those exact orders, Bomb the town and make sure that there are no survivors. That was the only thing that rang in my mind that entire mission, I was the one that caused Sarah all her pain and suffering because he couldn't rebels against the government that had become corrupted by greed and power that they couldn't see the effects that it had on people like myself and others in the high ranking parts of the military. I solely blamed myself for everything, the bombings, the terorrist attacks all were my fault. I remembered the day that my mother died and it was because of a terorist group directly targeting specific soldiers who they believed were the cause of all the turmoil, unfortunately my mother with her beautiful heart opened the door not knowing the horrible people outside planed to torture her because of the things I had done. Before she neither I could react three loud noises that distinctly sounded like a Leukerve Model-14 and Speckerhev MH 19 were used with a bullet striking my mothers chest and then hitting her thigh and she was then finally put out of her misery by these people who were part of the Interstellar's shot her one last time before warning me of the consequences if I continued to follow through with Presidents orders and got in their getaway vehicle and sped down the road. Escaping an arrest that would have given me closure just as seeing this would have comforted Sarah. By the time paramedics arrived it was to late she had died from her bullet wounds. I blamed everyone that was of Andollian decent and myself for believing in people,that I had a hard time trusting Sarah until seeing what I had done and how she was the victim in a sense that she understood what it felt like to not have a real home. I put down flowers on the grave of each and every Tessman hoping that this was an acceptable apology for what I had committed. It was never going to be enough to forgive me.
I have failed to continue with this, I feel that for what I have done is something unforgivable, my heart hoped that when Sarah heard the news she would understand why I had to do this. My mind was telling me this was the best I could do for now otherwise General Ïvan Évorav would become very suspicious. I left taking a left and asking for a cab and asking the Taxi driver to take me back to the building. He began asking me a world of questions not even giving me a second to answer any of them and overwhelming me.
"Why did you come here if your going to an Avalon controlled base? Do you work for them or something?" The man who looked in his mid 20's asked me before he stopped asking and continued focusing his eyes on the road. I opened my stupid mouth and started retelling him why I had come here.
"Yes, actually I do work for them I just wanted to see something that meant a lot to someone I know who's gone through some tough things like me. Coming here seemed like the best solution to the problem if you understand what I'm trying to say." The man then lifted his eyes to look at me before uttering "I think I understand, I think you have something special for her." I hid my smile but secretly he was correct,I felt something in common between us and I desperately wanted her to hear what I had to say. When the right time came I would ask her the important question, would she like to go on a date with me. Sarah was beautiful and understanding that's what mattered most to me in a relationship and why I felt butterflies around her, she lit the room with her emphatic smile that everyone always noticed and I couldn't remember not complimenting her smile every day.
Authors Note:
OMG guys Alexi has feelings for Sarah! I can't believe it they would look like such a great couple and I think everyone can agree with me on that.
