Deanxreader one shots

Your my Hero

(E/C)= your eye color

Sam and Dean had come back from a hunt, and Dean didn't even give you his signature smirk or a kiss, instead he went to his room and locked the door.

"Sam what happened on that hunt"
"A girl died Dean blames himself"
"Why"
"Because the girl was being held captive by vamps. They had already bit her, and forced her to drink blood so when Dean got to her he had to kill her."
"That's not his fault"
"Try telling that to him"

Sam walked to his room and you went to the room you and Dean shared.
"Dean, baby are you ok"
Silence
"Dean can I come in"
He opened the door his face was tear stained, in one hand he held a bottle of jack, the other hand in a fist.
"Dean" you said wrapping your arms around his neck.
"It's my fault (Y/N), I'm the reason she's dead.
"Dean no you aren't. You couldn't control that"
"(Y/N) I should have been quicker, if I had she would be with her family probably being told so silly bedtime story, but no her parents are now setting up funeral arrangements because of me." He was sobbing on your shoulder.

You walked him over to the bed and sat him down. You knelled down if front of him and held his hands in yours.
"Baby look at me, I know you, I know Dean Winchester and I know he would not let someone die on purpose. You would have risked your life for that girl if that's what it took. You are brave, and you would do anything to save someone's life." you said wiping away his tears.

You walked over to the dresser got out boxers and black shirt.
"Let's get you ready for bed" you said stroking his cheek feeling the stubble along his jaw.

You pulled off two layers of jackets, and then he was in his brown plaid shirt, one you had got him for his birthday, mostly because if brought out his eyes.

You pulled off the plaid and folded it and put it on the bed. You pulled his t-shirt off and did the same.Next you took off his boots and socks.

"I'm gonna get you some sleeping pills and a water." You said as he started removing his pants to put on his pjs.

You met Sam half way down the hallway, he had a glass of water, and some sleeping pills.
"Hey (Y/N) how's he doing" he asked concern all over his face. You smiled at the big guy. He was so strong but yet his brother being upset threw him over edge.
"He's, well he'll get better" you said.
"I got this for him, thought he would need it" he handed you the pills and water.
"Thanks Sam" you said giving him a small kiss on the cheek. He hugged you then walked back to his room.

You walked back to Deans room he was in bed, the bottle of jack on the floor.
"Dean babe you up"
"Yeah" he croaked out.
"I brought you water, and some sleeping pills." you said setting them on the dresser.
"Thanks." he looked at you his eyes saying that he needed you.

You went to the dresser got out one of plaid shirts and put it on kicking off your pants and crawling next to him in the bed.

"Why do you love me" he said softly
"What do you mean, Dean your brave, funny, loyal, sweet, protective,caring."
"(Y/N) I'm a broken man, who doesn't deserve you" he said.

You knew why this was coming out he felt guilty and him being to proud to tell anyone he was scared or upset, when it became to much everything came out.

"Dean you aren't broken"
"(Y/N) I"
"No Dean I'm not listening to this, your amazing. You should never feel that you aren't enough for me dammit. You're Dean frickin Winchester. You are everything I wanna be, you're my hero Dean and nothing you say will change that." you said to him.
"Do you mean that"

You bent down and gave him a kiss.
"Every word"

He took the medicine and within 5 minutes was passed out.

You kissed the top of his head.
"I love you my hero" you said before you fell asleep in his arms.

So here it is hope you liked it. You guys are so amazing for reading, I love you guys, stay cool my little kittens🐱