You came back?

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This is for Cherry-Drpepper

       You spent most of your days drinking away your pain after Dean ended up in purgatory. Sam was off with some girl, and even though you shouldn't you were a little upset with him, he hadn't tried to bring back, yet all you could do was sit over books of lore and spells seeing if you could. He just went off with out a glance back. Leaving his brother in purgatory and you a broken mess. So you were actually really upset with him.

   You couldn't believe he was gone, sure he had died many times but he had never been to purgatory.  You didn't know if he could come back, hell you tried everything but nothing worked.

   Cas wasn't here and you often still prayed to him, even though he was in purgatory, hoping he could hear.  You had prayed to God, and you didn't even know if he was still there.

   Sam would sometimes call but you wouldn't answer, you were to mad at him. You didn't know how he could just leave his brother behind like that.

    You had been staying in Bobby's cabin, even though Sam had left the hunting life behind he still came out there to make sure you took care of your self, but most of the time you ignored him, except when he made you talk to him, but he never stayed long and always went back to Amelia.

   He said last time that he would be coming back this week, but you had forgotten the date.

   You sometimes went on a hunt close by, just to let out some anger that had been bottled up for to long.

  You knew that other hunters talked about you but you didn't give a shit, they had never had something like you and Dean had.

  The two of you had practically been raised together. He was a couple months older than you. Your dad hunted with his dad so you too would stay at the motel room together or at Bobby's together.

   One year when your dads had been working on a case your highschool was having a dance. Dean refused to let you sit around the motel room or go alone, so he went with you. It was that night when you found out that you realized you loved the elder Winchester.

   When you could hunt on your own you became his hunting partner. The two of you started going out shortly after that, and nothing would come between that. You were there when he got Sam from Stanford, and when Sam went to the cage you had been there with him. You were there when the Hellhounds came after him and took him away from you. You were there when he came back, you were always there and he was always there, that's how it worked for you two, until now that is.

    Now all you could do was cry, drink, hunt and sleep. The worst thing was when you would have dreams about him coming back and waking up, hoping, praying he would be there and poring your eyes to an empty bed.

   It was like taking him away wasn't enough, you had to have dreams about having a happy life and wake up alone and that it self was agonizing.

  The dream was always the same, you were sitting on the window sill, it was sunny but that was horrible because Dean wasn't there, the sun would mock you trying to shine like him but you can never be as bright as Dean Winchester, that was just part of him.

  Then there would be a knock at the door and Dean would walk in. At first you would think he was a shape shifter or a demon but the place was demon proof and the door nob was silver so it had to be him.

Then he would say "Did you miss me" after that you jumped in his arms, he kissed you and carried you to bed.

   You always woke up there thinking he was back, and then when you realized he wasn't it took you 5 glasses to get out of bed.

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