Deanxreader one shots

I'm Back

This is for Dean-Lover

You had found the date out in a small gas station outside of where your grave was. You had been gone two months, two months away from the one and only Dean Winchester.
 
   You had been in hell for 2 months but it felt more like 20 years, and you now knew why Dean never wanted to talk about it when he got back, you didn't want to have to remember any of that.

    You found an old phone box and sent a quick call to Dean, but no answer, so you tried Sam's and luckily there was an answer.

      "Hello" you heard a gruff voice.
"Sam, it's me (Y/N) I'm not a demon, shapeshifter or any kind of monster, I'm back please you have to listen to me"

    It was quite for a long time and then he replied "If this is some joke you need to run"
"It's not a joke I swear" you rushed out.

   "If I come to where you are we do things my way and if you're lying you won't see the day light again"

   You gave him the town you where in and he told you he would meet you in a bar.

   You found a motel and showered and got dressed, in the clothes you had bought earlier.

   You arrived at the bar a few minutes before your meeting time, you kept your eyes trained of the door. You saw Sam walk in, though he was more muscular and his hair was a bit longer. He met you eyes and made his way over to you.

    He sat down and handed you a flask that had holy water in it. You drank it and held out your arm for him to do the silver test on you.

   "Is it really you" he asked
"Yeah" you said, he pulled you into a hug and you breathed in his sent.

  "Dean at a motel a few minutes away he's gonna be so happy to see you" Sam said against you hair.

   Your heart rate increased at the mention of his name, Sam led you out of the bar and to the Impala. You pulled up into a cheap motel. Sam got out and went to the room and you fallowed.

   "Sammy I found a case in.... who are you?" Dean trailed off when he looked at you. He looked broken, his eyes had bags under him, it looked like he spent most of his time drinking, his eyes weren't bright green they looked more like a dead green and it tore your heart in half.

   "It's me (Y/N)" you said softly. It looked like he was about to bawl. "Get out, how dare you come in here saying you're her, leave" Dean yelled at you standing up getting closer to you.

   "No Dean, Dean it's her I did the test it's really her Dean it's (Y/N)" Sam said craving Dean.

   "(Y/N)?" Dean asked. You nodded yes and you felt your self being scooped into his arms. You felt him start to cry on your shoulder. One of your hands wrapped around his waste and the other went up into his hair. You heard the door close and knew Sam left to give you some space.

   The two of you ended up on his bed, laying down facing each other. "(Y/N) the first few weeks are the worst, but you need to know you can come to me." You knew he was talking about hell. "Let's not Dean, I'm here I'm with you, let's just let everything else go" you said burying your head in his chest.

"I missed you so much (Y/N)" Dean Said into your hair. "I missed you too more than you will ever know" you whispered back.