Deanxreader one shots

The Strong Man

This is for @NatalieHonn thanks for the request

Dean was the strongest person you knew, hell he was probably the strongest person on Earth, well that's what he acted like when it wasn't just you and him. With you he was completely different, sure it took about a year for him to let you see the darkest parts, but now 6 years later you lay with you soon to be husband glad you where able to break his walls.

You where laying on the couch with Dean your head resting against his chest, his hand playing with the ring he placed on your finger. "We should watch a movie" he said his chest rumbling as he spoke. "What movie?" you asked. "I dunno something good though." You thought for a moment. "Lord of the Rings is in the DVD player right now" you said.

Dean grabbed the remote and set everything up. "You know who the strongest person in this is." Dean asked. "Who" "Sam, he was the one always there for Frodo even when Frodo didn't want him to be, you're like my Sam" Dean said. "Really, I'm your Sam?" You asked a small smile in your face.

"You're the one who is always there for me, in my worst my best you are there for everything, I never thought I would be able to tell someone all of the emotions that go through my head but you get me (Y/N)"

"Well I'm glad you feel comfortable enough to talk to me" you said with a smile.

"You remember the time I came back from purgatory and I wouldn't tell anyone what happened. Well anyone but you, I told you how scared I was and how all I wanted was to see you and Sammy, how it scared me to think I would never run my hands trough your hair"
You shook your head yes. "I've never told anyone that not Sam, or Cas just you"

"I'm glad you an talk to me like that Dean, I don't like it when you hide stuff from me, Dean I think you are the strongest person in the world and when you let me in I feel special"

You don't know where all this chick flic came from but you know sometimes you just have to get it off your chest.

"(Y/N) I love you"
"I love you to my strong man" you said kissing his forehead and going back to the movie.

---------FLASH BACK-------

You say up shaking Deans shoulders trying to get him to relax after his time in purgatory. He had been shaking in the bed that's what woke you up but now he was screaming out and you just couldn't get him to wake up.

"Dean please" you said tears down your face from seeing your strong man break down like that. Deans eyes flew open "(Y/N)" he said the fear slowly draining from his face. "I'm here, I'm right here" you said brushing his check.

   He sat up beside you and pulled you to his chest keeping his arms protectively around you. "Do you wanna talk about the Dream?"  You asked rubbing his back.

   "I was lost in Purgatory, with no one to help me get out, no Benny I was just stuck. Then I saw you, but it wasn't you, you where a monster. You had solid black eyes and you came over and just started beating me trying to kill me, I couldn't fight back not against you (Y/N)" he had started crying.

    You pulled away so you could look him in the eyes. "Dean you are never going back to Purgatory ok I'm not gonna let you, Dean I would never hurt you, I love you to much to ever lay a hand on you. These dreams will never come true." you said rubbing his cheek.

     Now the two of you where laying down his head on your chest, you listened to his breathing and knew he was asleep. You placed a kiss on his head "I love you my strong man" you said before drifting off.

    SUPERNATURAL IS BACK ON TONIGHT IT IS LITERALLY ON IN A FEW MINUTES FROM NOW AND IM GONNA DIE!!!!! 😆😆😆😆😆