𝘼𝙂𝘼𝙄𝙉? 𝘼𝙂𝘼𝙄𝙉! || 𝘖.𝘥𝘦

Special days

My talk with Junhan was what I needed, and having someone who knows my secret is a relief.
When they're free, I love to go out with him and Gaon. They are the only ones who know about my crush for Seungmin, at least as far as I know.
"Just tell him! I bet he's waiting for this." Gaon teases.
I shake my head, "There's no need, if he knows he knows right?"
Gaon crosses his arms in disagreement, while Hyeongjun nods.
"See? He agrees with me." I proudly say.
"But whyyy!" Gaon laments.

This conversation appears whenever we hang out together, and it always ends up in the same way.

But I don't want to confess to him, because It's not a clever thing to do. I can't be too attached to an illusion...

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I come back home from a walk and see Jooyeon watching an anime on the tv.
It wasn't the first time that I was alone with him, but after all these days, we still haven't bonded that much. He's always in his room, and I didn't want to disturb him.

"Jooyeon, do you want to do something together today?" I say with a gentle smile.
He looks a bit surprised. "Out of nowhere?"
"It will be fun!" I don't hesitate to take his wrist and guide him outside.
He lets out a giggle after my sudden move "What's happening?"
"We never talk and I don't like that!" I affirm with a cheerful attitude.
He stays silent for a moment as I keep walking holding his wrist.
"Wait wait wait!" He stops.
"So... you weren't ignoring me on purpose?" He asks in a shy tone.
"What... of course not!" I immediately answer.
"I thought you disliked me." He lets out an awkward laugh.
"To be honest... I thought you disliked me too." I confess.
We stare into eachother eyes with a serious gaze before bursting into laughs.

"What's so funnyy?!"
"You're the one laughing!"
"Because YOU are laughing!"

We keep bickering as we walk.
"So where are we going?" I ask.
"Uhm... I was following you." He replies, clueless.
I actually forgot where I wanted to go in the first place, so I pretend to have something in mind and just keep walking around the city.
"Sometimes I forget that you were a fan, after seeing you everyday." He says out of nowhere.
"I am still a fan." I correct him light-heartly.
He chuckles. "As you should~"
"And... who's your favorite member?" He curiously asks.
"Even if I'm a fan, right now I'm your friend sooo I'll not answer!"
"You say this like you didn't fly here with Seungmin~" He remarks as he stares at me.
"So what? I would have come even if some else asked me." I protest.

"What are you guys talking about?"
Me and Joo turn around as we hear Gunil's soft voice. He was probably on his way home from work.
"I asked who's her favorite member~" Jooyeon teases.
"Uhh now I'm curious too." Gunil adds, as he takes a seat with us.
"Take a guess then." I say.
"I think it's-"

My phone ringing interrupts his sentence. I look at my phone and I see Seungmin's name.
"Uh? He never calls me." I think as my heart starts beating faster.
I pick up the phone, "Hi! What's up?"
"Hi Moonie~ I just wanted to hear your voice."
I get embarrassed as I see Jooyeon looking at me, it feels like he's yelling "I knew it!" with his eyes.

"Hello..?" Seungmin asks as he doesn't hear a response.
"I'm taking a walk with Jooyeon, and now we also met Gunil!"
"Ohh that's good. I'm almost done with work, is it okay if I join you?"
I get excited at the thought of spending some time with him. "Of course! Meet us at the park later, I'll send you my location."
"Wait for me~ bye bye!"
"Bye!"
As I end the call I immediately send Seungmin my location, all giggly and thrilled.
Jooyeon taps my shoulder and smirks. "So you want to tell me that he's not your favorite?"
I sigh. "Okay, okay he is. Happy now?"

We keep chatting until I get Seungmin's message.
- I'm on my way!

"Seungmin said he's arriving." I announce to the others.
"Oh my! I just remembered of that song I have to write for tomorrow!" Jooyeon shakes his head, looking at Gunil.
"What son-"
"Come on! That one I told you before!" Jooyeon gets up pulling Gunil's arm.
I try to contain my laugh as I see Joo's awful acting.
He whispers to my ear. "Don't thank me~"
He winks and runs away with poor Gunil, who's still clueless.