ONIKA
Rave Nightclub
February 2016
♡ ♡ ♡" Nobody's going to want a dance from her looking like that," The orange-haired girl said to Cassie crossing her arms.
I frowned, " at least she doesn't have a muffin top like you hazel," Lauren said.
Hazel gasped and looked down at her own body. I noticed her knees had small indents all over them, they were reddish-purple, and some had small specs of blood. It looked very painful.
"I'm just saying she looks anorexic and it's creepy."
I closed my eyes and let myself fall into my headspace. Her comments hurt but I knew my little self wouldn't care as much as my big self. It was the only way I knew how to protect my feelings and something I did very often.
We were in the dressing room waiting to go out. I didn't want to do it. It's not like I didn't know how, I used to dance for meek all the time but even that made me feel uncomfortable and icky. This environment was very different, instead of 1 person it was hundreds
I laid my head on solánas shoulders and looked at her phone. She was playing a matching game and I wanted to play too but was afraid to ask. "no Onika, I'm doing good on this level." she said
I scrunched up my face and looked over at her, " but I didn't say anything."
"I can hear your thoughts," she said, focused on her screen.
" that's impossible.", People can't read other people's minds, " not for me it's not. Now shh before you mess up my high score." she patted my head. She was lying, she's not magical
I pouted, I still wanted to play the game. " I won't mess it up." She reached into her bag and pulled out a lollipop, she unwrapped it and handed it to me, hushing me again.
I huffed but took it anyways watching her play the game. " sos am I anorexa?"
"it's anorexic, and no you're not," she reassured me shaking her head.
" no offense but why are you so small.... at first I thought you were like 12," Cassie said lowly.
I stuck my lollipop in my mouth and shrugged.
" saying no offense doesn't make it less offensive. Leave her alone," Lauren said
"Did they starve you?" Cassie asked. I shook my head, Meek would let me smoke and I just wouldn't have an appetite. It wasn't like I never ate though because I did just when he made me. The other part was genetic and my weight fluctuated a lot
" so what-"
" you're giving me a headache," Rih said looking at Cassie who shrunk in her chair.
" hurt?" I poked Solána and pointed to Hazel's knees.
" don't worry about me!" Hazel said harshly. I furrowed my eyebrows at her. How come she didn't like me?
" she had to kneel on rice as punishment last night. That's why she's extra bitchy today."
" punishment?" I asked
Solána nodded, " We get them when we do something wrong."
" Oh," I said softly. Meek gave me punishments when I was bad but I never had to kneel on rice.. that's horrible.
"It's packed out there!" Lauren said looking out the door
" k let's go," Robyn told us, everyone started to get up but I stayed where I was gripping solánas wrist
"no." I whimpered. She gave me a sympathetic look, "We have to baby, but you'll be in VIP with me."
I slowly nodded and took her hand joining the other girls in front of the mirror. I wore a black two-piece that had rhinestones on it with matching heels. Sighing I decided to suck it up and do the best I could.
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OMNISCIENT
Chris: Yo y'all not gonna believe this
-one attachmentBK: tf is that?
HOV: they got a dog?
: one attachment
Chris: I told you!
BK: SHE GOT A BABY?
Chris: She's the baby 🤡
HOV: She's grown as hell tho
Chris: I used to mess around with a girl like this. trust me
BK: what even is that
Chris: She has the mindset of a little kid... It's that BDSM shit caused by trauma or something I don't remember.
BK: see nah she gotta go.
HOV: 😬
Chris: you can't get rid of her now.. you killed her caregiver
BK: she can go find another one.
Chris: it's not that simple but I'm omw we'll talk then.
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Very short ik.. this is just a little filler I guess.
Do you think Nika will follow through, or will she crack?
Do you think Solána knows she's a little or is she just being nice?
Do you think Beyoncé will let her go now?
Favorite character?
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