When I had changed

Tris

He left me. Tobias was the one who said we should get married. He was the one who wanted all of our friends and families there. Was it all a lie? Did he really wanted to get married? To start a family with me?

The couch I am sitting in is hard and uncomfortable and the tears stream down my face. What will I do now? I will be raising a baby by myself...

My brother sits next to me, holding my hand and stroking it in his big hands. His eyes searching mine like always and I wonder what he found. Then there is a knock on the door

"Should I open?" He asks and I can't bother to answer. I just stare into nothingness.

I feel the couch shift when Caleb's weight left and I hear the door open and someone yelling

"Please... let me see her.." a voice beg but I can't remember who's voice it is. And suddenly someone is sitting beside me in the couch again. But it's not Caleb.

I look up into the eyes of the person I love the most and I flinch away from him. His eyes get all sad and he let go of my hand and stands up. Letting the space be between us

"I... I am so so sorry, Tris" he says

"For what? Not loving me? Not wanting to marry? Not want to start a family? What are you sorry for?!" I yell and somewhere I can hear the door opens and my friends came inside

"For leaving you today... I got panic, I know I should have stayed. Please forgive me" he begs

"You can't ask me that... You said you wanted to get married, you wanted a wedding with all of our friends and family, and then you just left me there! How could you leave me there?! I was happy if I just got to spend the rest of my life with you.." I say and I see his eyes become sadder

"I am really sorry baby"

"Don't you dare call me that!" I yell and turn around... my dress is still on and I feel the panic of not being able to breath inside me, I claw at the dress and my friends eyes show panic

"Take it off... Take it off!!" I scream as tears fall out of my eyes and I can't breath

"Tris..." I hear Tobias say and Marlene is next to me and are cutting my dress upp, once it is off and I can have some air again I run. I run out of the room, out of the hotel and outside. I stop and throw my heels away and continue to run in my white silky petticoat.

I run

And run

And run

And run

And run.

I don't know where

I don't know why

But I can't stay.

"mo-ƻ*