Mr. Red Jacket

The world is still beautiful

Aku sekarang berani naik tayo sendirian loh. selalu naik tayo dari Surabaya- Probolinggo. aku juga mulai senang dan bersemangat karena di terminal banyak dagang asongan. aku jd tinggal duduk dan mereka dateng satu-satu. some kind of online shopping tapi real life gitu. seru banget. so many interesting stuff. mereka bahkan jual perhiasan disana.. panci juga ada loh. kayanya semua ada deh. tapi aku sih wajib beli telur puyuh. 

Aku even berani naik bus trondol hahaha. Bus yang ini jarang lewat tol, jadi agak lama. tapi why not kataku, for the plot. i might see new things, new insights. new meaning of life yakan. Bus trondol looks super unsafe. but it was really fun. ugal banget tp somehow aku ngerasa senang? Ternyata banyak orang kerja antar kota, yang harus berangkat dan pulang naik tayo every single day. Thats awesome, truly keren. 

Aku kaget dan agak terharu waktu petugas ticketing damri hafal dan inget sama aku. Bapak itu bilang untuk selalu hati-hati kalau sudah di Bungurasih, karena banyak copet dan aku keliatan kaya anak yang gampang ditipu. hahaha, agak gimana gitu dibilang tampak gampang tertipu, tapi i appreciate it. berarti bapaknya peduli sama aku. 

This humanity isn't that bad. This society isn't that fucked up yet. Banyak sekali orang baik. I'm glad that i'm still alive. i'm really glad i didn't choose to end all of this beauty in every breath of life. now, i'll be smiling to the sun, be the vitamin for those around me, and always see the bright side.

And you, thank you karena secara tidak langsung membuat aku open my eyes and see this world. Sorry if i'm up and down a lot. sorry i've been such a needy child. always thirsty for your attention. thankyou for being such a warm person. i want someone to be thankful for my existance just like how i did to you. i wanna be a better person like you.