"No Homo" - Jalex {Alex Gaskarth, Jack Barakat}

Chapter 5 - I have no idea how I will name this chapter so lets call it fuck

This chapter is a little short... anyways have fun, vote and comment!

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Pov: Jack

We were at Rian's house, and we were doing fucking english homework.

Alex behaved "normal" with me, but the tension in between of us was unbearable. He went from hormonal teenager to heterosexual rich kid really quick.

„Alex, can I quickly see what you wrote at question eight in your notebook?", I asked him.

If I'm being honest here, I didn't even care what he wrote. I don't give two flying fucks about english.

„Okay... I don't know if I even did that task though", he replied, handing me the notebook reluctantly.

As I was going through the pages, I saw him getting more panicked with every second.

I flipped another few pages back. What I saw there was definitely more than I had bargained for. The page was filled with MY initials, and the name "Jack" written all over the page. And a few hearts and a cute minisketch that looked a wee bit like me.

I just acted as if I was actually looking at homework and not gay stuff, then I closed the notebook.

After a half an hour into band practice, we decided to take a little break.

Zack was listening to music from a band called New Found Glory, and Rian was talking on the phone with his girlfriend Ashley.

As Zack saw that I was gazing at them, he gave me a relatively friendly smile. I smiled back. Most of Alex' friends seemed nice, except Kellin of course, who was a homophobic piece of shit.

Alex and me went to the kitchen to get some water. We sat at the Dawson's dining table, both opposite to eachother.

He seemed a bit nervous. Was it perhaps because of that drawing?

„Jack?", he said, grabbing my attention. He really looked serious, almost scared, actually.

„Did... you... eh...", he started.

Did I...

...see the picture?
...ever fantasize all day long about banging him?
...like his voice?

If he was asking any one of those questions, the answer would be yes.

„Ah, never mind", Alex finally said, after sitting many seconds in silence.

What the fu--, I mean, sorry, frick?

„Alex, you made me curious, for heaven's sake! I want to know!", I pouted, giving him the puppy eyes.

„I forgot what I wanted to tell", he said.

You are a fucking liar.

„Oh, it's okay!", I smiled, overenthusiastically.

After I went home that day, I thought about Alex a lot. Thinking about it, shit really went fast. Oh fuck, I sweared. My mom says that swearing isn't a good habit.

Of course, I was still hurt about the fact that he didn't even want me in his band at first and that he literally avoided me all day long, well until Mr Sykes threw him out, I was still kinda flattered about the notebook thing.

On the next day at school I was sitting with my friends at the lunchtable again. Tony and me were ranting about Mr Sykes and how he always treated everyone like shit. Ricky was having his headphones in his ears, but I'm pretty sure he is silently listening to our conversation. Hayley was having detention for screaming "deez nuts" during a science movie, so the place next to me was empty.

„But why the hell does he always pick on you? Like while he was talking I was chewing gum very loudly while writing Hayley's essay for geography!", Tony exclaimed.

„Maybe he's a racist cow", I suggested.

„No, or else he'd hate me as well, and Vic, Jaime, Ashley, and a few others including himself because he's british", Tony said.

„Yeah, he probably hates himself though. Look at how bitter Mr Sykes is, nobody that likes themselves acts so idiotic", I said, not paying attention how loud I was.

I heard someone clear their throat behind me.

It was Mr Sykes.

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After school I called Hayley over to my house, to do homework together and to talk about stuff. We haven't done that in a while actually, because both of us were preocupied with band stuff.

„Isn't that Zachary guy in your band?", she asked me.

„Yeah... you mean Zack right?"

„Yes... he seems to be having a crush on you, if you never noticed it, Jacky. He is always looking at you during school and he came to me to ask about you. To be honest, I'm pretty jelly because I like him, Zack is hot as fire"

„You can have him. He's nice and all, but I don't want him in that way"

Maybe this was all just a big prank Alex' clique was playing on me. Ugh, I hate love. But were this feelings even love? I really didn't know, to be honest. How the hell did people just know, when they were in love? I usually had no clue.

„And if Alex wasn't so bothered about his image, he would have asked you out by now", Hayley said.

I knew how true her words were.

„Today morning when I was on my way to school Alex came from the back, hugged me around my waist and and screamed 'No Homo'. I swear this guy will marry me and bang the living shit out of me and say no homo afterwards", I said, shaking my head.

„Maybe no homo could be your always", Hayley went on, in a dreamy voice.

„Ugh, you and that book", I laughed and hugged Hayley.

„No Hetero", I giggled, and caused Hayley to laugh even more.

„No Hetero!", she exclaimed, „That's a good one!"

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