Beta's BeastMan 🤍 JJ/Fong

Chapter 3 ~ secrets ~

The water in the rock pool was surprisingly warm and Ngusoi seemed reluctant to let go of Oon preferring instead to keep him sitting on his lap as he helped him to bathe.

"you know I can manage perfectly well by myself, I've been doing it for a lot of years" Oon said with a hint of sarcasm.

"don't fight me mate, let me take care of you" Ngusoi said.

"I'm only in this predicament because of you, ok I was in your cave I get that but couldn't you just appear in your human form instead of scaring the crap out of me!" Oon said

"right, let's just imagine how that would have played out shall we, me in human form and you in your wolf form, I'm guessing you wouldn't have trotted up to me to play fetch?" Ngusoi replied.

"ok, you made your point" Oon replied

"so stop yapping and let me take care of you"

"yapping?" Oon took offence

"yes, yapping" Ngusoi laughed and continued to soap Oon's body.

'what yapping?' Oon mumbled to himself as he had no choice but to allow Ngusoi to minister to his need's

When Ngusoi's hands got a little too close to his nether regions he pushed himself out of the larger man's hold and off of his lap.

"I can do that part myself, thank you" Oon snapped.

That was one place he didn't need anyone touching ... only three people had ever seen that place, him, his mother and her obstetrician.

Ngusoi watched with amusement as Oon finished bathing then grabbed one of the towels before covering himself as he climbed out of the pool.

"so prudish" Ngusoi teased him.

"no I'm not, I'm just not an exhibitionist like some people!" Oon said.

"what's the problem? were both guys, we both have the same fixtures" Ngusoi laughed again and Oon was glad he was facing the other way.

He had managed to keep his embarrassing secret since starting school and even his best friend Raz had no idea. He had been whelped with both male and female working sex organs and for the first few years his mother and her obstetrician had kept the secret, not even telling his father.

His father had been Raz's father's beta and if he had known about his imperfection it's possible he would have killed him himself but fortunately he wasn't a hands on father so his sweet mother had managed to withhold the sensitive information from him right up until he passed away a couple of years ago.

The real problems began for Oon when he went through puberty, he had more male hormones than female but it didn't prevent him from starting to menstruate when he was 13 years old but luckily he was able to hide that side of himself by using tampons and he counted it as a blessing that no breasts had sprouted because those would have been difficult to hide.

Some might say he was lucky in that he could choose what gender he wanted to be but he had always been happy as a male, in truth he was happy that he could carry and whelp pups but it was the fear of what others woulds say especially within their pack and it's hierarchy system.

Oon had no doubt that Raz would be cool with it, that he wouldn't look down on him or treat him differently but he was too afraid to take that chance because what if he was wrong? if his own father had needed to be kept in the dark, how could he risk letting Raz know.

'I was born with female sex organs' ... seven words taking less than 4 seconds to say them and his whole world could come crashing down if he was wrong but then he felt like an hypocrite because wasn't he doing the very same thing with Ngusoi and the fact that he was a hybrid?