Winds of Change

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I'm seriously tired of being trapped in my own soul.

This is so bullshit! 

I'm gonna beat Pythor's ass the next time I see it! 

There's no sense of time, no sense of emotions. 

Just me.

I hate it when it's just me. It feels… so lonely.

A shrill shriek left my mouth as a painful pressure came from the middle of my chest. 

“Y/n.” 

A foreign voice echoes through the void.

Lloyd? Was that Lloyd?!

“I don't know. It's so… cracked.” 

What's cracked? What happened?! Where are you?! 

There was no answer to my questions, only another sharp pain striking me.

“No!” Is he okay? Lloyd… please. “Let me try something”

A warm feeling embraced me, a warmth that the darkness could never give. A familiar green orb lit up the area. 

Comforting. Beautiful. 

Lloyd.

Finally finding use in my arms I reached up to the light, cupping my hands around it. 

“I felt something” his voice beams, the light brightens from my touch, “Y/n, can you hear me?” 

I can. Loud and clear. 

There was silence as I gently rubbed my thumbs against the warm glow.

“No... there was no answer, but I felt him.”

I guess he can't hear me in this form. Man, what a convenient time for that stupid mind stuff to not work.

“Your soul is too cracked. I can't pull you out from it this time.”

So I'm just… stuck in here? Forever?

It's okay… I'm okay with being here if only you are safe. 

I can't manage to help anymore, in fact, I'm the weakest link in the group.

“Y/n, I don't know what you're thinking but you have to stop, it's cracking even more.”

It doesn't matter anymore.

All I need is for you to be safe. 

A thought processed through my head. Standing to my feet a small smile made its way onto my face.

Lloyd, I know this isn't a great time to say this. But… it's better now than never.

Being friends with you is difficult. I hate to say it but, I suppose destiny has been beating me up to finally agree with this. 

But, I like you… maybe a bit too much.

I won't act on my feelings, just because some stupid scroll says I have to. 

I won't push you onto a road you have no escape from, so I won't ever force my emotions onto you.

That's it, you idiot. 

I may… just… a little… like you more than a friend should.

Bringing the orb closer, I press a small kiss onto the light, watching it flare brightly.

A green glow expanded into my vision, way better than the dark void. Except that wasn't the only thing that popped up. 

Multiple square black screens flew around in a circular orbit around me.

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