𝑼𝒏𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝑭𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔

a Hater or Admirer?

[Chapter 19]

"Daphne, help me!" I nervously shook her shoulders and she tried to process everything while Pansy gave me a disgusted look "I'm disappointed in you, Blair"

I groaned and hid under my sheets "I can't understand why everything is like this!"

"So many hot dudes and yet you still had to have feelings for Potter" Pansy hit me on the head and Daphne calmed both of us down "well, Blair still doesn't know if the feelings are true or not...right Blair?"

Are the feelings true or not?

I hate his green eyes which shine so bright like an emerald and wouldn't let me drag my sight away from them.

I hate how he's mostly better than me in quidditch.

I hate him for being so nice to everyone, but me.

I hate him Because his magic is perfect and he is one of the strongest.

I hate that he has such a pure heart.

I hate him so much that I might've started liking him...or worse, loving him.

But this sudden rush of feelings was like a rollercoaster for me. And most of all, wrong

It isn't supposed to be like this. Him and I are always supposed to hate each other.

I whispered quietly as Daphne and Pansy leaned in to hear my answer "I might...like him a little-"

"EW" and a gasp was all that left their mouth and I sighed.

I frustratedly grumbled and got off the bed "Every Slytherin hates Potter, and so should I! You know what guys," I held the blanket tight around me- what? It was cold -"I will find every reason to hate him more and more so my hate can overpower the feelings" and fisted my palm up in the air.

Pansy yawned and stood up "good luck with that" then fell asleep on her bed.

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"How exactly can someone hate on Harry Potter? He's a total pure soal to be honest" Emily munched on her candies and threw her head back in exhaustion, she just came back from cheerleading practice.

I sighed and closed my book "Maybe I'm just confused, I'll see him again and realise that he's still pretty much annoying, simple"

I didn't find him annoying anymore.

He was helping some first years to settle on thier brooms properly. As his team's quidditch captain and a responsible senior, he should. I couldn't take my eyes off the scene when I was on a break from practice.

A small boy looked very disappointed that he couldn't fly properly. Potter helped him with it and the boy was finally able to do it.

I randomly smiled at the moment but it dropped when I heard Draco saying "ew. Kids." And I cleared my throat.

Yes,kids are irritating and those things aren't any less than demons themselves but they looked cute around Potter, all laughing and giggling.

I sighed and held my head "What is happening with you.."

I used to be his hater.

Now I'm admiring him.

Pansy was right, I should be concerned for myself.

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