I Atsumu Miya have had a crush on Sakusa Kyommi for sometime now and it's getting really hard to hide when he's near me. My heart starts racing and my chest gets tight. I'm pretty sure he has started noticing this, he always asks me if i'm ok because my face goes red. I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to hide my feelings for him.
Right now him and I are in the library, he asked me to accompany him in finding a new book to read. "Hey, how about this one Omi-Omi!" I found a book that looked a little old but something that he would read. He took the book out of my hand to get a better look at it.
"It seems old but looks interesting." He opened the book and started to read a little paragraph to see what it was about. "Yeah, I'll give it a go. Thanks Atsumu." His voice was monotone but his face was so bright, he confuses me sometimes.
After Sakusa had decided on the book he wanted to read we both walked over to a table so Sakusa could read and I could sit there bored. He started reading the book, he seemed to enjoy it. His face was lit up and he was so engrossed into the words that were on the pages, it was like he was in a completely different world where only he was the one inhabiting it.
I wanted to see what was so interesting about the book, so I got up out of my chair and sat in the chair beside Sakusa. He didn't even notice that I had moved from where I was sitting, still reading the book just as intensely as before. I looked over and started to read what was on the page, it wasn't anything interesting to me.
Getting more bored by the minute I decided to put my head on the table, it wasn't long until I was falling asleep. Something about how quiet it was in the library was so comforting. I started to wake up sometime later, not sure how long time had passed. Sakusa was still reading the book, but he was almost finished with it.
"Hey, Sakusa are you almost done?" He got startled with the sudden talking. "Oh I'm sorry! I didn't mean to scare you." He turned to look at me, something about his expression was different. "Hey, what's wrong? Are you ok?" A tear started to roll down his face. "Yeah-yeah...it's just this book." He started wiping his tears away.
I grabbed his hand putting them by his sides. "Is it that good? I made a good choice then." I didn't know what to say or do as I had never seen Sakusa loose his composure before, even if it was only a little bit. He started crying a little harder covering his face in embarrassment. "It's ok Sakusa, you can let it all out."
I lent him my shoulder to cry into, rubbing his back to try and calm him down a little. "What do you want to do after this Sakusa?" I was trying to get his attention anywhere but where it was in that moment. "Could-could you just wa-walk me home?" His breathing was jagged, it broke my heart.
"Of course Omi." He hugged me until he stopped crying. "Atsumu, thank you for being by my side, even when I'm like this. I appreciate you so much." That sudden confession almost made me start crying! "Anyone who would turn you away when you're like this is just plain stupid!" He laughed at that, it made me feel like he was going to be ok.
He let go of me and we started walking towards the exit of the library. "So what was the book about?" I was just curious to see what made him look his composure like that. "It was about how even if you love someone, sometimes they'll never love you back. I felt like I could relate to it and started getting emotional."
I didn't say anything else, we just walked back to Sakusa's house in silence. As he was about to walk inside his house he turned back to look at me. "I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do but I'm gonna say it." I looked at him a little confused. "I like you Atsumu. You've always been there for me especially today."
This was so unexpected I couldn't process what was happening. "I understand if you don't like me back, but I couldn't bare to keep this to myself anymore." He wasn't expecting an answer from me so he turned to walk into his house but I stopped him, grabbing his hand so we were face to face again.
"Are you slow Omi? I've liked you for a very long time now! This is all just so sudden I don't know what to say or do!" I started tearing up, this whole thing felt like a fever dream. Sakusa grabbed my hand a little tighter and kissed me. It was a quick moment that will forever be engraved in my brain.
"You have no idea how much I like you Omi." I started crying harder, it was giving me déjà vu from earlier. Sakusa gave me a hug and another kiss. "I have to go inside now but I'll see you tomorrow Atsumu." I didn't want him to leave but understood. "Bye, my Omi-Omi. I'll call you when I get home."
We waved goodbye to each other and I walked home just going over everything that happened today in my head. I got home and we talked on the phone until the both of us fell asleep.
Author's note: I did another first person view except this time it was with Atsumu. Also I really like this story and feel like it fits the character's personality's perfectly! Sakusa being a book worm and Atsumu a cry baby😭 anyway's as always I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I appreciate anyone who reads it🎀
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