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I was having a tough week and all I wanted to do was to be left alone. That wasn't possible though with school, volleyball, and my boyfriend Atsumu. I didn't want to lash out at him for something that wasn't his fault, so I was trying to avoid him for the week which only added to everything.

He finally found me on the campus, running up to ask me where I've been. "Sakusa! Baby, wait!" Catching up to me he reached out his hand lightly grabbing onto my shoulder, I turned away from his touch overstimulated. "Hey what's wrong? Why have you been avoiding me?" With my back still towards him I said. "I just need some space right now Atsumu."

I could hear him gritting his teeth, biting back his tongue as to not say something he would regret. "Is it because of me? Did I do something wrong?" The guilt in his voice was heartbreaking, it made my chest hurt. "No." Was all I said before walking away leaving Atsumu standing there trying to process what had just happened. I felt really bad about the whole thing but felt it had to be done so we wouldn't fight.

In the time that Atsumu and I didn't see each other he texted me every night to make sure that I was ok. He was being really sweet and all I could think was "I wanna marry this man." Atsumu and I's relationship was more romantic and sweet, then sensual and lust filled. We cared for each other bringing us closer and closer as the days went on.

When I finally felt like I was ready to face him again (about 2 weeks) I texted him to come over to my house so we could talk. Waiting for him to show up was the worst thing I had ever done in my life, I was so nervous and scared I could throw up. Hearing a knock at the door I got up to answer it, of course it was Atsumu.

When I opened the door there were tears in his eyes, he was trying so hard to hold them back. "Omi, please don't ever do that again. I missed you." Was all he could muster to say before breaking down into a full sob, I pulled him into a hug walking backwards into my house, closing the door with my foot.

"I'm sorry Atsumu, it wasn't fair to you. Ignoring you when you needed me the most." I was starting to tear up at the sight of him hurting because of me. "Wh-what ever th-that was you don't ha-have to hide your feelings wi-with me." I pulled him into a tighter hug rubbing his back. "You're right, I should have came to you. Instead I felt like I was better on my own. I'm sorry, I'll talk to you whenever I feel like that so you're not in the dark."

He had calmed down after hearing that. I wiped his tears away, kissing his eyes. "We're supposed to be a team Sakusa, I love you with all my heart, it hurts to see when your like that and you won't let anyone help you." I looked away from him knowing that he was right. "You don't have to be embarrassed about how you're feeling baby." He turned my head back so it was facing his.

"Thank you for not getting angry and letting me figure everything out." He gave me a weak smile. "I would wait forever if I had to, your special to me Sakusa." This whole thing felt like a fever dream, and Atsumu was the best boyfriend ever. "Your special to me too Atsumu." Tears started to fall from my eyes as we stood there hugging, swaying back and forth by my front door.

Author's note: I love this story! Sometimes a little bit of angst is necessary, and I enjoyed writing it. Anyways, as always I hope you enjoyed this chapter and thank you for reading my book! See you in the next chapter🎀

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